Back To DecemberApologizeYoure Not Sorry (Live)
Im so glad you made time to see me
我真開心你能騰出時間來和我見面
Hows life? Tell me hows your family
生活怎麼樣？跟我說說你的家人吧
I havent seen them in a while
我一時無法看到他們
Youve been good, busier than ever
你一直都很好，從未如此忙碌
We small talk, work and the weather
我們細細的談話，關於工作，關於天氣
Your guard is up and I know why
你開始小心翼翼的，我也知道為什麼
Because the last time you saw me
因為上次你看到我的記憶
Is still burned in the back of your mind
仍在你的腦海裡熾熱燃燒
You gave me roses and I left them there to die
你贈我玫瑰，而我將它丟棄，任它枯萎
So this is me swallowing my pride
我是在吞下我所有的驕傲
Standing in front of you saying, Im sorry for that night
站在你面前跟你說，“那天晚上我真的很抱歉”
And I go back to December all the time
我總是回想起那個十二月
It turns out freedom aint nothing but missing you
結果卻是我發現自由之時我除了想你一無所感
Wishing Id realized what I had when you were mine
多希望我能意識到你屬於我的時候我擁有些什麼
Id go back to December, turn around and make it all right
我想回到十二月，扭轉局面，讓一切回歸正途
I go back to December all the time
我總是想回到十二月
These days I havent been sleeping
這些天我總是無法入睡
Staying up, playing back myself leavin
徹夜不眠，腦海裡放映著我離開你的畫面
When your birthday passed and I didnt call
當你的生日也過了，我甚至連一個電話也沒打給你
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
我也回憶夏日，所有絢爛的時光
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
我看到你在行人旁邊大笑
Realized that I loved you in the fall
意識到我是在秋天就愛上了你
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
然後是寒冷來襲，恐懼佔據我腦海的漆黑日子
You gave me all your love and all I gave youwas Goodbye
你傾盡你所有的愛，但我卻只跟你說了一聲再見
So this is me swallowing my pride
所以我會卸下我的驕傲
Standing in front of you saying, Im sorry for that night
站在你面前，跟你道一聲“那晚我真的抱歉”
And I go back to December all the time
我不時地回想起那個十二月
It turns out freedom aint nothing but missing you
我發現我的自由時間除了想你還是想你
Wishing Id realized what I had when you were mine
希望我能理解到當你專屬於我的時候我是擁有了些什麼
Id go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
我會回到十二月，扭轉局面，改變我自己的想法
I go back to December all the time
我一直在回想十二月
I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile
我懷念你的肌膚，你甜蜜的笑容
So good to me, so right
對我那麼的好，是的
And how you held me in your arms that September night
我知道在那個九月的夜晚你是如何將我緊緊環繞
The first time you ever saw me cry
這是第一次看到我落淚
Maybe this is wishful thinking
或許這只是我一廂情願
Probably mindless dreaming
大概是在肆無忌憚地做夢
But if we loved again, I swear Id love you right
但如果我們再次相愛，我發誓我一定會好好愛你
Id go back in time and change it but I cant
我願時間倒流，然後改變一切，可是這不可能
So if the chain is on your door I understand
所以如果你對我緊鎖心門，我明白
And then I said its too late to apologize, its too late
我說道歉也已經來不及了
I said its too late to apologize, its too late
我說道歉已經太晚了，太晚了
But this is me swallowing my pride
但我這次要放下我的驕傲
Standing in front of you saying, Im sorry for that night
站在你眼前跟你說一句“那晚我真的很抱歉”
And I go back to December
我回到十二月
It turns out freedom aint nothing but missing you
結果我卻發現所有的時間我除了想你還是想你
Wishing Id realize what I had when you were mine
妄想著我當時能理解你屬於我究竟意味著什麼
He said youre not sorry
你說“你一點也不抱歉”
Youre not sorry
“你不是在道歉”
Youre not sorry
“你一點也不愧疚”
Youre not sorry
“你不覺得你對不起我”