im sick of trying

Lines of ******* lately love rollercoaster
You love me hate me we fight in the roadster
Rage in your veins jealousy is the devil
You sip on your cup till your head isn't level
You feel like you've been alone for so long
And you're trying real hard yet
He just won't love you like you love him
Feeling lonelier when you're with him
You're the girl that he says he's always wanted
He must mistreat the things that he loves yeah
You don't deserve another minute of this bull**** story
And I'm sorry babe
Girl I'm high in back of the room ****** with these models
So many lines on the table yeah I feel like I'm lost
In my head yet again driving down swerving I'm so drunk
Have you ever thought of swervin' off the ************* sidewalk
All these ******* feel the same on the inside
Living life unholy or I'm out of my mind
Don't deserve another chance honestly I'm
Better off alone with all my white lines
And Karma's drinking holy water
In the Bahamas living lavish
Numb the horror of being alone my darling
You feel like you've been alone for so long
And you're trying real hard yet
He just won't love you like you love him
Feeling lonelier when you with him
You're the girl that he says he's always wanted
He must mistreat the things that he loves yeah
You don't deserve another minute of his bull**** story
And I'm sorry babe
Girl I'm high in back of the room ****** with these models
So many lines on the table yeah I feel like I'm lost
In my head yet again driving down swerving I'm so drunk
Have you ever thought of swervin' off the ************* sidewalk