Not My Responsibility

Do you know me?
你了解我吗?
Really know me?
真的了解我吗?
You have opinions
你心中有些看法
About my opinions
对我的看法
About my music
对我的音乐
About my clothes
对我的穿着
About my body
对我的身材
Some people hate what I wear
有人厌恶我的穿着
Some people praise it
有人则夸赞
Some people use it to shame others
有人以此羞辱他人
Some people use it to shame me
有人则用来侮辱我
But I feel you watching
但我感觉到你凝视着我
Always
从未停歇
And nothing I do goes unseen
我的一举一动 人们都一览无余
So while I feel your stares
所以当我感受到你的凝视
Your disapproval
你的不认同
Or your sigh of relief
你如释重负的一声叹息
If I lived by them
若我一直活在大众眼光下
I'd never be able to move
我便永远止步不前
Would you like me to be smaller?
你想让我更渺小?
Weaker?
还是更弱小?
Softer?
更柔和?
Taller?
亦或更高大?
Would you like me to be quiet?
想要我闭上嘴？
Do my shoulders provoke you?
我的肩膀冒犯到你了吗?
Does my chest?
还是我的胸部惹你了?
Am I my stomach?
我的胃?
My hips?
我的臀部?
The body I was born with
我与生俱来的身材
Is it not what you wanted?
难道不正合你心意吗?
If I wear what is comfortable
若我穿得宽松舒服
I am not a woman
我便不能称之为女人
If I shed the layers
若我褪下层层衣物
I'm a slut
我就是放荡不堪
Though you've never seen my body
即使你从未见过我的身体
You still judge it
你还是对我评头论足
And judge me for it
因我的身材而评判我
Why?
为什么
We make assumptions about people
我们仅根据人们的身材体型
Based on their size
对他们作出种种猜想
We decide who they are
我们判定他们的身份
We decide what they're worth
裁决他们的价值
If I wear more
我穿得多
If I wear less
亦或是少
Who decides what that makes me?
谁又决定我的身份
What that means?
这意味着什么
Is my value based only on your perception?
我的价值是否仅仅基于你的认知
Or is your opinion of me?
亦或基于你对我的看法
Not my responsibility
与我无关