Kill Me Better
I don't really want to die
我真的不想死掉
It's just how I feel, it's just how I feel sometimes
有时我总是这样想
I don't want to tell a lie
我不想说谎
I just want to feel, I just want to feel alright
我不过是想让自己好受点
I don't really want to fight
我也不想再争取什么
And just disappear, float away for one night, no
只希望消失于人间 浮游于天地 哪怕一夜也好
Now I'm falling like a landslide
此刻我仿佛从悬崖上直坠而下
Thought we're on the same side
尽管我们是同道中人
But it's not right without you
可没有了你 我感到无所适从
Gotta kill another demon left in my head
真想扼杀我脑海中遗留的邪念
He's been scheming on the walls and under my bed
它无处不在 到处都是阴谋
It's the suicidal thoughts that I'm fed
不断给自己灌输着一了百了的念头
Welcome to my American wasteland
欢迎来到我的美洲荒原
I fell in love with the warzone
我爱上了这片战火遍及之地
This is not my home
尽管这里不是我的家
This is just a place where I've been
但这是我曾经的归属
Doing pretty well on my own
凭我一己之力也可力挽狂澜
But inside of my own head
但在我内心深处
This is what I've said
这便是我的宣言
Kill me better, you said you'd never
你最好将我置于死地 可你又不愿意
But you keep adding pressure to the wound (To the wound)
但你现在的所为 于我而言 不过是雪上加霜
Light as a feather, I hate this weather
感到虚无缥缈 我讨厌这糟糕的天气
But I'm guessing that the cold will have to do
但我想 面对寒冷的侵袭 我也无能为力
I take a minute to relax in my mind
我平静了许久
I've been feeling pretty bad there all night
整夜只觉得难受到极点
In the dark room staring at the phone light
昏暗的房间里 盯着手机屏幕
Sweet dreams, farewell, and goodnight
看着你发给我的"好梦","再见"与"晚安"
Gotta kill another demon left in my head
真想扼杀我脑海中遗留的邪念
He's been scheming on the walls and under my bed
它无处不在 到处都是阴谋
It's the suicidal thoughts that I'm fed
不断给自己灌输着一了百了的念头
Welcome to my American wasteland
欢迎来到我的美洲荒原
I fell in love with the warzone
我爱上了这片战火遍及之地
This is not my home
尽管这里不是我的家
This is just a place where I've been
但这是我曾经的归属
Doing pretty well on my own
凭我一己之力也可力挽狂澜
But inside of my own head
但在我内心深处
This is what I've said
这便是我的宣言
Kill me better, you said you'd never
你最好将我置于死地 可你又不愿意
But you keep adding pressure to the wound
但你现在的所为 于我而言 不过是雪上加霜
Light as a feather, I hate this weather
感到虚无缥缈 我讨厌这糟糕的天气
But I'm guessing that the cold will have to do
但我想 面对寒冷的侵袭 我也无能为力
Kill me better, you said you'd never
你最好将我置于死地 可你又不愿意
But you keep adding pressure to the wound
但你现在的所为 于我而言 不过是雪上加霜
Light as a feather, I hate this weather
感到虚无缥缈 我讨厌这糟糕的天气
But I'm guessing that the cold will have to do
但我想 面对寒冷的侵袭 我也无能为力