It Doesn't Matter to Him

If I think about it
如果细想起来
I am successful as it were
在一定程度上我算是个成功的人
I get to sing for lovely people
我可以为这个可爱世界上
all over this lovely world
可爱的人们歌唱
And I am no where near as awkward
我也远不再像年轻时一样
As I was when I was younger
局促不安
I guess I'm one of those guys
我猜，我大概属于
who gets better looking as they age
越长大越帅气的那类男生
And even though I have felt beaten down
即使我常常由于
by constant doubt
因他人的举动、死亡、和税单所带来的
Depression and confusion
接连不断的怀疑、抑郁和迷惘
brought about by people's actions,death and tax forms
而备受打击
I keep getting up
但我依然不断站起
And I am loved by all my friends and family
并且我深为我的家人朋友所爱
though there have been lots of raised eyebrows
尽管近来他们也会皱起眉头
and concerned glances lately
或者投来关切的目光......
It doesn't matter to him
但对于这些他毫不关心
I could be anything
我有无限可能
but I could never win his heart again
但就是不能再赢得他的心
It doesn't matter to him
对于这些他毫不关心
He took away my triple A pass
我对他毫无防备
I am invisibe to him
他却对我熟视无睹
And now I feel the soft pink flesh of my heart hardening
现在我感到
To the countless possibilities
面对每天存在的无数可能性
contained within each day
我心中柔软的角落却在变得坚硬
Vulnerability feels like
脆弱，就像是
a cold wet concrete room lit with
一个被日光灯照亮的
florescent lighting
湿冷的水泥房间
which as you know
你知道的
makes everything look bad
任何东西在灯下都看起来都很糟糕
I still keep trying to figure out
而我仍然在试图想清楚
how I became irrelevant
我是如何变得如此无关紧要
How I got myself evicted
是如何让自己一天天
from his heart from one day to the next
被从他的心中逐出
And the worst part is
而最坏的是
that even if I got an answer right now
即使我现在想出了答案
It will not change anything
也无济于事
because we have become two strangers
因为我们已经形同陌路
It doesn't matter to him
对于这些他毫不关心
I could be anything
我有无限可能
but I could never win his heart again
但就是不能再赢得他的心
It doesn't matter to him
对于这些他毫不关心
He took away my triple A pass
我对他毫无防备
I am invisibe to him
他却对我熟视无睹
It doesn't matter to him
对于这些他毫不关心
I could be anything
我有无限可能
but I could never win his heart again
但就是不能再赢得他的心
It doesn't matter to him
对于这些他毫不关心
He took away my triple A pass
我对他毫无防备
I am invisibe to him
他却对我熟视无睹