I wanted you to be the last thing on my mind
我愿你是我脑里最后一瞬
I wanted you to be the reason I close my eyes
我想你是我闭上眼的理由
But i can't sleep
但我不能就此睡去
And oh god I wanted to be your high
噢 我的老天爷 我希望与你同在
But everything I said it went unheard
我所说的一切 你却付诸笑语
And everything you saw with eyes straight blurred
你眼里看到的一切都是如此迷离
Became our downfall
处处皆是我们陨落之像
Cause you say I drink and I smoke and I talk too much
你说我总喝到烂醉 我抽烟无度 我废话太多
But I know you lied when you said that you just gotta go and save yourself
当你说出必须去拯救自己 我便看穿了你的谎言
So hear me out
所以现在听我说
You know everybody talks, girl
你听闻别人对你议论纷纷 宝贝
And it means nothing till you let it
你将叠起心墙将他们阻隔 这并不意味着什么
But if you keep second guessing then there's only gonna be one end
如果你依旧疑虑 那么等待着的就唯有结束
如果你真的想离开 我不会阻拦
But you can leave if you really want to
如果你觉得有必要 你可以远离
And you can run if you feel you have to
如果你送来问候 我会说我很好
Now I'll be fine if you ever ask me
我知道这很难说出口 事实上人人都知道
I know its hard, but no one said its easy
堕落如此简单惬意
Falling's easy
但只有一个办法可行
But there's only one way up
所以我一直在想 是不是自己想的太多了
So I been thinking that i think too much
我不可入睡 脑里只有你我的场景
And I can't sleep but I can dream of us
如同看一部恐怖片般
And I've been seeing **** like horror cuts
当其迸发之时 我拼命的抑制
Its burning down, I gotta drown this out
一切不可挽回 你愿我能伸出援手
And you said you need me to let this go
但我忘却了所有 是一具格式化的空壳
But it's who I am or am I just losing it
于是你说跳时 我无所顾忌直接跳下 堕落如此痛苦
Cause' you said jump and I went first but falling's always been my downfall
你说我总喝到烂醉 我抽烟无度 我废话太多
当你说出必须去拯救自己 我便看穿了你的谎言
And you say I drink and I smoke and I talk too much
所以现在听我说
But I know you lied when you said that you just had enough and save yourself
你听闻别人对你议论纷纷 宝贝
So hear me out
你将叠起心墙将他们阻隔 这并不意味着什么
You know everybody talks girl
如果你依旧疑虑 那么等待着的就唯有结束
And it means nothing till you let it
如果你真的想离开 我不会阻拦
And if you keep second guessing then there's only gonna be one end
如果你觉得有必要 你可以远离
如果有必要 我情愿借酒消愁火
But you can leave if you really want to
我知道要做到很难 即使回不到过往
And you can run if you feel you have to
物是人非
And I can drink if I feel I have to
我曾克服地心引力
I know its hard, but I can't feel like i used to
无所畏惧
Like I used to
你的告别将我击垮
Cause' I used to defy gravity
堕入黑暗
Defy gravity
我能无视万有引力
Goodbyes keep dragging me
无坚不摧
Down
我努力挣扎着 即使迷失黑暗
And I'm fighting gravity
因此 堕落此般简单
Defying gravity
令远观的你脸上写尽失望
I tried but I keep falling
Cause' falling's easy
But it only brings you down