Televangelist

My heart is gonna eat itself
我的心快要吞噬自己
I don't need anybody's help
我不需要任何人的帮助
It's just me the vacant and nobody else
只有我，空虚的我，没有其他人
At least that's what I tell myself
至少这是我告诉自己的
I'm an amputee with a phantom touch
我是一个有幻想触觉的被截肢者
Leaning on an invisible crutch
倚靠着并不存在的拐杖
Pinned to the mattress like an insect to styrofoam
被钉在床上就像困在泡沫塑料里的昆虫
Calling out from my bedroom alone
孤独地从卧室里大喊
I know what's in my cannibal chest
我知道什么存在于我自噬的胸膛中
That's been dug out like a strip mine till there's nothing left
它像矿一样被挖空
Hold the chorus in between my ears until I go deaf
让我耳际的歌声飘荡直到我变聋
That remind me exactly what I am every chance they get
它们不断地提醒着我究竟是谁
Am I a masochist screaming televangelist
我是一个受虐狂，一个大喊大叫的电视布道者吗
Clutching my crucifix of white noise and static
紧紧攫住那用电视的白噪音构成的十字架
All my prayers are just apologies
我所有的祷告都是道歉
Hold out a flare until you come for me
伸出照明弹直到你走向我
Do I turn into light if I burn alive
如果我活着燃烧我会变成光吗
If I burn alive
如果我活着燃烧