bipolar waves

And I cant fly away -
我无法远走高飞
The other side is way to far away
遥远彼岸 难以抵达
I’m stuck inside my brain
困于脑海之中
And floating thru these long bi polar waves
心神飘荡过无边际的双极波

17 lost self esteem
正值青春 失去自尊
Send me in a time machine or don’t
把我送进时光机器 或就让我活在当下
Guess that I’m still yet to see
似乎我尚未明了
Everything in front of me
眼前的一切
Everything that’s meant to be
一切都是命运的安排
Intoxication druggie but addiction does empower me
不可自拔的瘾君子 但成瘾确实赋予我力量
Was dancing in my room now im dancing in a mansion
曾在自己房里跳舞 如今我置身豪宅
The only real flex is that i made it with my passion
唯一真正的灵活变通是 我的热情发挥了关键性作用
I’d tell you how i did it but I’d rather keep you asking
我会告诉你 我是怎么办到的 但我宁愿让你主动发问
I kinda want a girlfriend but I cannot get distracted
我有些想交个女友 可我不能分心
So I’m planet switching - felt too different
故我要换个星球生活 感觉大不相同
Had to change the way I’m living
不得不改变我的生活方式
Started getting paranoia from the ways that i was thinking
逐渐从我曾经的想法中 获得偏执
Like a boat that’s always sinking
好比一艘不断下沉
But it never hit the bottom
却从未触底的船
Like the days that i was drinking
就像昔日我喝酒的日子
And we smashed an empty bottle
一个个空瓶被我们砸碎
Now I’m writing up these novels with the words inside my head
现在我以脑中构想的文字 执笔写下这些个虚幻小说
Played a hero and a villain
当过英雄和反派
I’m like superman gone bad
我就像黑化的超人
I'm just plotting for the win
只是在谋划胜利罢了
And I’m living in pretend
而我佯装不知
And I kinda sorta never wanna see your face again
我有点不想再见到 你的面庞

And I cant fly away -
我无法远走高飞
The other side is way to far away
遥远彼岸 难以抵达
I’m stuck inside my brain
困于脑海之中
And floating thru these long bi polar waves
心神飘荡过无边际的双极波

I’m with Alice in a wonderland
我和爱丽丝梦游仙境
When paper hit the pen
当纸笔相碰
And she ask me where I’ve been
她问我去过哪里
I said knowledge the real power
我答 知识才是硬道理
I cant tell you where i been
我不能告诉你 我去过哪里
I cant tell you I what i know
不能告诉你 我的所知
I cant tell you what i miss
不能告诉你 我的所想
I cant tell you where i go
不能告诉你 我的所向
So im feeling like my idea was right
故在我看来 忽略夜里生发的
To ignore all my
种种邪念
Evil thoughts at night
我这么想 无疑是对的

And I cant fly away -
我无法远走高飞
The other side is way to far away
遥远彼岸 难以抵达
I’m stuck inside my brain
困于脑海之中
And floating thru these long bi polar waves
心神飘荡过无边际的双极波
(These long bipolar waves)
（无边际的双极波）
(These long bipolar waves)
（无边际的双极波）
(These long bipolar waves)
（无边际的双极波）
(These long bipolar waves)
（无边际的双极波）