a kiss goodbye

Yeah, i love her so much but she don't feel the same
我深陷其中而她却来去自如
Got butterflies up in my stomach got to get em tamed
忐忑不安的内心要如何平静
She saw me out she, tried to act like she don't know my name
她看出了我的破绽 心中窃喜却不以为意
I feel alone i'm getting cold under the pouring rain
站在倾盆大雨之中的我 心脏逐渐冷却
Switching up on me, like strobe lights
戏谑的人生将惨败的我打上高光
Language getting colorful the yellin getting old like
嘲笑和不屑潮水般涌来 我习以为常
I wanna just be honest with her can we take it slow
想给她最真实的自己 能否慢下来等等我
I'm not ready for a girl who treats me bad thats all i know
我也不愿把心 献给对我如此冷酷的女孩
I've been feeling off what‘s new
生活暗无天日 我也不再关心其他
Guess i never saw what's true
我大概永远无法明白这爱的真谛
I don't wanna try to make things right
既然如此 也不再尝试将一切引回正途
I just wanna hold hands tonight
就让我牵起她的手 只此一晚
I've been feeling off what’s new
宿醉浑噩度日 被世界遗忘在角落
Guess i never saw what's true
我大概永远解不开她的风情
I don't wanna try to make things right
既然如此 也不再尝试去赢得美满结局
I just wanna kiss one last time
就让我最后一次 吻过她的唇角
I remember where you came from
记得你说过你的过去
Up north old town on a lake house
北方的旧城 湖边的老屋
Big family a lot of breakdowns
庞杂的家族 无尽的争吵
Strict mom you were never 'allowed to stay out'
刻板严厉的母亲 从不允许你在外过夜
I'm star struck when i'm with you and i dream
遇见你的那天我如同被陨星击中
Starbucks to remind me of times
我回忆起从前和你在咖啡店里的闲聊
When i'm not over yet
那时我还未沦陷于你
That i'm not over yet
那时我还能找到自己
I'm star struck when i'm with you and i dream
遇见你的那天我如同被陨星击中
Starbucks to remind me of times
我回忆起从前和你在咖啡店里的闲聊
When i'm not over yet
那时我还未沦陷于你
That i'm not over yet
那时我还能找到自己
I've been feeling off what‘s new
忧郁的苦雨笼罩我头顶
Guess i never saw what's true
我想我可能永远猜不透真心
I don't wanna try to make things right
既然如此 也不再尝试将一切引回正途
I just wanna hold hands tonight
就让我牵起她的手 只此一晚
I've been feeling off what’s new
生活暗无天日 我也不再关心其他
Guess i never saw what's true
我大概永远无法明白这爱的真谛
I don't wanna try to make things right
既然如此 也不再尝试去赢得美满结局
I just wanna kiss one last time
就让我最后一次 吻过她的唇角
Yeah, if i bring it up she gon leave like autumn
若我重提旧事 她会决然转身
Talking true feelings but she don't believe i got em
当我真情吐露 她却不以为意
When we first met swear she was so damn awesome
初见时完美无瑕 到如今锋芒毕露
Had a thrift store vibe now she so damn prada
高傲如普拉达的女王 再瞧不起旧货店的我
Yeah, things change and i know that well
我何尝不知 时过境迁 物是人非
You wanna do bad things baby, show don't tell
你把爱情当做游戏一场 已成终局
Treat me like a trophy and throw me on your shelf
把我当做胜利的奖杯 束之高阁
But you'll forget that i'm there so it just won't help
你会忘记我仍在角落 等待你的降临