Keep Myself Awake

I hate to talk like this
I hate to act as if
There's something wrong that I can't say
I have this dream at night
Almost every night
I've been dreaming it forever
It's easy to remember it
It's always cold
It's always day
You're always here
You always say
I'm alright
I'll be ok
If I can keep myself awake
Keep myself awake
I get up early
I look around me
Can't help but wonder what you mean
'Cause when I'm sleeping
I'm so deep in it
So much more real to me
Closer than reality
It's always cold
It's always day
You're always here
You always say
I'm alright
I'll be ok
If I can keep myself awake
Keep myself awake
Keep myself awake
Keep myself awake
I get up early
I look around me
I'm buying coffee by the pound
When I'm sleeping
I'm so deep in it
I can't keep myself awake
Keep myself awake
Keep myself awake
Keep myself awake
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