Long Lost Penpal

Hello
展信舒颜
Do you remember me
你可曾记得我？
I am your long lost pen pal
那位你失散多年的笔友
It must have been ten years ago we last wrote
上次通信好似是十年前的事了吧
I dont really know what happened
我真的不知道是怎么了
I guess life came in the way
我猜是生活中的羁绊吧
Let me know if youre still alive
好想知道你是否还有回音
Let me know if you ever used that knife or not
请告诉我你是否用了那把刀
Hello
见字如晤
Yes I remember you
是的，我当然记得你呀
Ive got a husband and two children now
我早已为人妻，现在还是两个孩子的妈妈了
I work as an accountant and
我成了一名会计
Make fairly good money
赚着不菲的薪水
I still have your letters
你的信我整理得好好地
You used a pink pen to write them
你常常用粉色的笔给我写信
And you would comfort me
用笔下那温柔的话语安抚着我
When my tears would stain the ink
当我眼角的眼滑过墨迹的时候
And I would send you
我会送给你
Mix tapes with Kate Bush on
有Kate Bush唱的混音磁带
I have to admit I sometimes lied in those letters
我不得不承认有时我在那些信里撒了谎
Tried to make life better than it was
努力让生活过得更好
I still wasnt kissed at sixteen
我的初吻直到十六岁时还在
And I still need a friend
我也仍需要一个朋友
There was this letter
有这样一封信
I never told you this back then
我从未告诉你这背后的故事
But it would be fair to say it saved my life
坦白的说它拯救了我的生命
I sat in the window
我那时坐在窗台
The only one left out from a party again
是一个再次被排除在派对之外的人
Pretty sure I didnt have a single friend
我很确定我一个朋友都没有
Then I checked the mailbox
然后我打开了收件箱
Dear long lost penpal
亲爱的失散多年的笔友
I was lying the whole time
一直以来我都在说谎
Im really a 46 years old man named Luke
我其实是一个叫Luke的 46 岁的男人
I have three children
是三个孩子的父亲
And a wife she doesnt care
和一个不怎么喜欢我的妻子
And I hope you dont resent me
我希望你不要埋怨我
And I hope you do not hate me
但愿你不要恨我
For trying to find my way back to
因为我正在找寻回去的路
What its like to be young
年轻时候的那种感觉是怎样的
I have to admit I sometimes lied in those letters
我不得不承认有时我在那些信里撒了谎
Tried to make life better than it was
尽力着让生活变得更好
I still wasnt kissed at sixteen
我的初吻直到十六岁时还在
And I still need a friend
而且我真的需要一个朋友