I'm Not Who I Was

I wish you could see me now
我希望你可以看到现在的我
I wish I could show you how
我希望我可以让你看到
I'm not who I was
我是怎样地不再是曾经的自己的
I used to mad at you
我曾对你发过脾气
a little on the hurt side too
这有一点伤人
but I'm not who I was
但是我不再是曾经的自己了
I found my way around to forgiving you
我找到了一种原谅的方式，在以前的某个时间点
some time ago but I never got to tell you
但我再也没找到机会告诉你过
so...
所以……
I found us in a photograph
我在相片中发现我们俩
I saw me and I had to laugh
我看到强颜欢笑的我
you know,I'm not who I was
你知道的，我不再是曾经的自己了
you were there,you were right above me
你就在那儿，就在我上方
and I wonder if you ever loved me
我很疑惑你是否爱过我
just for who I was
是否爱过曾经的我
when the pain come back again like a bitter friend
当痛苦像一个苦涩的朋友一样再次降临
it was all that I could do to keep myself from blaming you
我能做的就是不让自己责备你

认识到这是一件很有趣的事情
reckon it's a funny thing
发现自己可以用唱歌的形式唱出来
figure out I can sing
现在我不再是曾经的自己了
now I'm not who I was
写一些关于爱和类似事物的歌
write about love and such
可能是我十分渴望这些东西吧
maybe 'cause I want it so much
我已不再是曾经的自己
I'm not who I was
我那时候在想，或许我应该让你知晓
I was thinking maybe I should let you know
我不一样了，但我却不会忘记你的名字
I'm not the same but I never did forget your name
你好……
hello...
nanananananananana...
我在奇迹恩典里发现的最让我惊叹的东西是
well the thing I find most amazing In amazing grace
那个表达出爱的机会，那也是爱的意义所在
is the chance to give it out maybe that's what love is all about
我希望你可以看到现在的我
I wish you could see me now
我希望我可以让你看到
I wish I could show you how
我是怎样地不再是曾经的自己的
I'm not who I was