Handle

I’m trying to get my voice heard
努力让自己的声音被听到
I feel like I don’t deserve this
我想我不配得到这些
Tell me, was all of this worth it
告诉我 这一切都值得
Bringing me here, what is my purpose?
带我来到这里有何目的

我把全部重量往自己一人肩上扛
I carry the weight on my shoulders
就快要等不到最终
And I cannot wait for this to be over
我想我大概是不值得的
And I feel like I don’t deserve this
可我无权决定 决定究竟是福是祸
And I can’t decide, blessings or curses?
你想让我感觉到什么

我脑海中的那幢房子从来都不存在
What do you want me to feel?
你想要我说什么
This house in my head isn’t real
关于门边的碎玻璃 或是门把手上的血迹?
What do you want me to say?
你给的太多 我已无法承受
Glass by the door and blood on the handle
我很努力 努力装作不在乎
You gave me more than I can handle
这里很好 只是太黑了

这里
I’m trying so hard, so hard not to care
所以为何 我会觉得自己像是负担
This place is alright, but it’s so dark in here
我一直告诉自己 也许我已经做到了
Here
你想让我感觉到什么
So why do I feel, I feel like a burden?
我脑海中的那幢房子从来都不存在
I keep telling myself that maybe I’ve earned it
你想要我说什么

关于门边的碎玻璃 或是门把手上的血迹?
What do you want me to feel?
你给的太多 我已无法承受
This house in my head isn’t real
What do you want me to say?
Glass by the door and blood on the handle
You gave me more than I can handle
You gave me more than I can handle
You gave me more than I can handle