It's Been So Long (Aviators Remix)
I don't know what I was thinking
我不知道自己到底在想些什么
Leaving my child behind
把我的孩子留在我的身后
Now I suffer the curse and now I am blind
现在，我受到了诅咒；现在，我再看不见光明
With all this anger, guilt and sadness
这些愤怒，内疚还有那种忧伤
Coming to haunt me forever
永远地来纠缠我
I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river
我无法再去等待那河流尽头的悬崖
Is this revenge I am seeking
它就是我一直在寻找着的报仇机会
Or seeking someone to avenge me
或者又是我在寻找一些人替我复仇
Stuck in my own paradox I wanna set myself free
我被困在自己的悖论里，我想要追逐那种自由
Maybe I should chase and find
但也许我需要不断地追寻
Before they'll try to stop it
在他们尝试把它停下来之前
It won't be long before I'll become a puppet
距离我变成一个傀儡，很快了吧
It's been so long
已经过去这么久了啊
Since I last have seen my son
自从我最后一次见到我的骨肉
Lost to this monster
输给了这个怪物
To the man behind the slaughter
给那场屠杀幕后的那个人
Since you've been gone
既然你已经走了
I've been singing this stupid song
我将永远永远唱着这首愚蠢的歌谣
So I could ponder
所以我才可以思考这一切
The sanity of your mother
思考你的母亲目前暂时的健全
I wish I lived in the present
我希望我可以活在当前这个世界里
With the gift of my past mistakes
和我之前给出的错误的礼物一起
But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes
但是未来总是有像魅惑的蛇一样的诱惑
Your sweet little eyes, your little smile
你可爱的小小眼睛与那个微笑
Is all I remember
就是我所能铭记的所有
Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper
那些模糊的记忆扰乱了我的所有
Justification is killing me
理由是它们将要杀了我
But killing isn't justified
但是杀人这种行为是没有任何道理的
What happened to my son, I'm terrified
在我的儿子身上发生了什么，我十分害怕
It lingers in my mind and the thought keeps getting bigger
他徘徊在我的思想与心灵里并慢慢壮大
I'm sorry my sweet baby, I wish I've been there
我很抱歉我可爱的宝贝，我希望我能一直处在那里
It's been so long
已经过去这么久了啊
Since I last have seen my son
自从我最后一次看到我的骨肉
Lost to this monster
输给了这个怪物
To the man behind the slaughter
给那场屠杀幕后的那个人
Since you've been gone
既然你已经离开了
I've been singing this stupid song
我将永远永远唱着这首愚蠢的歌谣
So I could ponder
所以我才可以思考这一切
The sanity of your mother
思考你的母亲目前暂时的健全
It's been so long
已经过去这么久了啊
Since I last have seen my son
自从我最后一次看到我的骨肉
Lost to this monster
输给了这个怪物
To the man behind the slaughter
给那场屠杀幕后的那个人
Since you've been gone
既然你已经走了
I've been singing this stupid song
我将永远永远唱着这首愚蠢的歌谣
So I could ponder
所以我才能够思考这一切
The sanity of your mother
思考你的母亲目前暂时的健全