RebirthHold On (feat. Child Actor)
Lord, forgive me 'cause the way I'm living
They say what goes around comes around
I'm gonna get what's coming to me
Guess I'll be strapped up till they lay me down
And I done did too much to say
I never go to church and barely pray
Lately I've been going through some things
Hail, what the ************* I'm supposed to say?
'Cause I just had two baby boys
I'm always calling mama's other name
When I get caught in my emotions
Lord, I swear I'm tryna make a change
They wrote my brother Toon in the mud
But I'm always texting with these hoes
Feel bad whenever he caught my phone
He had quartermine, he ain't even show
And my little brother looking up to me
Lord, I swear I ain't no role model
My uncle a ******* alcoholic
Can't even eat unless he got a bottle
I been stressing about that money lately
Got me 'bout to rob a ******* bank
And my mama ************* with *************es now
I could judge her but I really can't
'Cause the way I'm living ain't no better
I said the way I'm living ain't no better
I just got MD for what's his name
So now I'm riding strapped with my Beretta
Laying in my bed, can't get sleep
Eyes wide open and I'm staring at the ceiling
'spit if from the heart, I know they gonna feel it
I was born real so cowards gonna feel me
Watching my back 'cause I know they wanna kill me
Don't go nowhere without my semi
Daddy was a killer so the blue line in me
Heart of a lion even though a ************* skinny
Come to my hood and you gonna see plenty
Pat my *************t is what the hood kept missing
*************s on **** walk around all timid
**** dealer pass through the hood in a Bentley
Never gave back to the hood where I'm from
So the *************s from the block where I'm from gonna get it
*************s get money and they act like *************es
*************s get money and they act like *************es
Till they head get bust and they ass need stitches
Blinded by the greed so you better pay attention
Money don't make you real, my *************
Better run a valuable mother******* dollar'
I ain't got nowhere to go, my *************
Got beat down to the floor, my *************
Hurt so bad and it show, my *************
They kept saying that I wouldn't be *************t
'Cause I grew up so poor, my *************
Well I'mma tell y'all like my ************* tell me
While I see it well enough they never grow, my *************
Laying in my bed, can't get sleep
Eyes wide open and I'm staring at the ceiling
Never go to church and my momma's feeling hurt
Praying at night 'cause she know that I'm sinning
Best coming so you know I gotta get it
Money coming fast so you know that's how I'm spending
I ain't got credit so the whips on me when I drop out work'.