salt in the wounds

salt in the wounds （口上撒盐）-LiL BO WEEP
口上撒盐
Sat on the mattress and I listen to you
我坐在床垫上听你诉说
While you sat on the couch
从你坐在沙发上时
And poured salt in my wounds
就早已将盐撒入我的伤口
As I looked you in the eye
当我望入你深邃的眼眸
And I knew that you knew
就明白你也已心领神会
I deserve to be alone
我只配永远孤独
And I don't deserve you
我自愧不如
You're the hard way out
你是最艰难的出路
'Cause that's the way that I learn
因为这是我所择善而从的方式
It's a dangerous game and
这是一场危险的游戏
We're not timing our turns
没有时间限制
It seems like every arguments
似乎每一次争论
Another scar that you burn
成为了你对我又一次的烙印
And if you put the fire out
如果你把火扑灭
You'd have to live with the burns
就得忍受焚烧的痛苦
Do I wanna be right or do I wanna be left
是想让一切回到正轨还是就此别过
Don't think either one would
只有你可以
Fill this f**king void in my chest
填补我灵魂深处的空虚
Knowing you're not an object
我明白你不是遥不可及的
You're a person you're the best
你是最完美的个体
So why the f**k am
所以为什么要来找我
I still interested in all the rest
我还对剩下的一切有所留恋啊
I need to rest and retire
我需要适当的休息
Not die out and expire
而不是死去并被人遗忘
If I was a car I'd just need a new tire
如果我是一辆车，我不过是需要换一个新的轮胎
Not some jumper cables not a battery
不需要跨界电缆也无关电池
'Cause I still can't move
因为我本性如此
If you're mad at me
即使你艴然不悦
I need a tire iron and a strategy
我需要一些修理工具
'Cause you can't fix a broken heart
因为你无法用那些甜言蜜语
With flattery
来治愈我破碎的心
I'm ashamed and in pain
我感到羞耻和痛苦
But I know that I deserve it
但我明白这就是我应得的
You always warned me of what
你总是警告我
Could happen but I never heard it
那些我前所未闻的事情
You didn't realize that
你不知道吗
I controlled your heart until I hurt it
在此之前我的一举一动都牵动着你的心
You're so perfect
你如此完美
I have no idea why I'm not deserted
我真不明白为何你不将我抛弃
When you looked into my eyes
当你的目光进入我的眼眸
I saw through your disguise
我便看透了你所有的伪装
You made the fire grow
你把薪助火
You never felt so low
你从未感到如此低落
You thought it was the end
你以为这便是剧终了
I don't want to pretend
那我也不想伪装了
That everything's okay
不想伪装一切都很好
Just to make it through a day
只为顺利度过一天
I told you I love you so
我说过我是如此地爱你
You told me that you know
你说你早就知道
So I gave you my heart
所以我倾心于你
And you broke it all apart
可你却将一切粉碎
I wish you had begone
我希望你早已离去
To know that we are one
却深知我们早已成为一体
This connection is so strong
这种联系是如此的紧密
So please don't do us wrong
所以请不要误解我们的曾经
I can't let you go
我无法让你离开
So please forever know
所以请永远铭记吧
That I do love you
我至死不渝地爱你
It's all I care for to
这是我唯一在乎的