and if i’m being honest…

Don't wanna be here
我不想在这待下去了
Wish I could skip past all the drama
真想直接跳过这些乱七八糟的事
But I need to be clear to let go
但我需要好的结束才能真的释怀
Can't leave us hanging
不能不上不下的
It kills me cause I love the way I've been going through changes
这太磨人了 因为我喜欢自己以前面对改变的方法
But I know...
但我也知道......
When you were so vacant
你如此茫然的时候
made me lose my patience
会让我耐心尽失
Breaking and faking love
几近崩溃 假装爱你
And now I'm so stuck on
现在好了 我迷上了
photos, overexposed
过度曝光的照片,就像和你的关系
Need to clear it up...
亟待解决......
If im being honest
说实话
Honestly we're on 'til we're off
爱这个东西 有时就有 无时即无
When honestly we just wanted love
我们只是诚实地追寻着爱
But honesty just isn't enough
但只有坦诚也是不够的
If I'm being honest honest
说实话
If I'm acting anxious
如果我过于焦虑了
I'm sorry for making you crazy and I hate to say this
很抱歉让你不安 我不想这么说
We're on different pages
但我们已经不在同一个世界
Kills me cause I love the way we've been going through changes
这也让我痛苦不堪 因为我喜欢我们以前面对改变的样子
But I know...
但我明白......
When you were so vacant
你如此茫然的时候
made me lose my patience
会让我耐心尽失
Breaking and faking love
几近崩溃 假装爱你
And now I'm so stuck on
现在好了 我迷上了
photos, overexposed
过度曝光的照片，就像和你的关系
Need to clear it up...
亟待解决......
And if I'm being honest
说实话
Honestly we're on 'til we're off
爱这个东西 有时就有 无时即无
When honestly we just wanted love
我们只是诚实地追寻着爱
But honesty just isn't enough
但只有坦诚也是不够的
If I'm being honest honest
如果非要我很坦诚地讲
If I'm being honest
说实话
Killing me killing me going through all of the changes
这些改变让我难以面对
Crying you're watching me driving away 'cause I'm anxious
我很焦虑 我在痛哭 你目送我开车离去
Finally finally done with you leaving me hanging
最后终于不再是你让我辗转反侧
And I hate to say this...
我不想这么说......
But if im being honest
说实话
Honestly we're on 'til we're off
爱这个东西 有时就有 无时即无
When honestly we just wanted love
我们只是诚实地追寻着爱
But honesty just isn't enough
但只有坦诚也是不够的
If I'm being honest honest
如果非要我很坦诚地讲
Yeah
是的
You know I don't wanna say this
你知道我不想这么说
I hate to say this...
我真不想这么说
If I'm being honest
但我还是要实话实说