BAD

Iwokeupthismorning
withpukeonmychest
thisain’tmypuke
andthisain’tmybed
thewomenbesideme
shelooklikeshedead
andoutofhermouthhangshalfacigarette,
andifeelthatitchineedtogetmesomething
togetmyheartpumping
andlifeisa*****atleastiknowshelovesme
butsheowesmenothing
isitbad
thatilikebeing****edupmorethanbeingsober
isitbad
thatmybestfriendisthisdemononmyshoulder
isitbad,
theshitifindfuncouldgetmesenttoprison
isitbad
thatidon’treallycareifiliveoridieijustwantgethigh
nowdon’tyou
wishthatyoucouldlivelikethis
nothavingtogivetwoshits
illtelltheworldtosuckmy****
anditdoes
andicantgetenough
nowbringmemoredrugs
andshutthe****up
thoughtiwashungover
costhepaininmyhead
theninoticedblood
wasstuckinmyhair
ilookinthemirror
andilooklikeI’mdead
ispitontheflooranditspaintedred
andifeelthatitchineedtogetmesomething
togetmyheartpumping
andlifeisa*****atleastiknowshelovesme
butsheowesmenothing
isitbad
thatilikebeing****edupmorethanbeingsober
isitbad
thatmybestfriendisthisdemononmyshoulder
isitbad,
theshitifindfuncouldgetmesenttoprison
isitbad
thatidon’treallycareifiliveoridieijustwantgethigh
nowdon’tyou
wishthatyoucouldlivelikethis
nothavingtogivetwoshits
illtelltheworldtosuckmy****
anditdoes
andicantgetenough
nowbringmemoredrugs
andshutthe****up