Place To Start

I don't have a leg to stand on
此时我没有什么可以依靠
Spinning like a whirlwind nothing to land on
像飓风一样飘旋无处登陆
Came so far never thought it'd be done now
人生至今从未想此事已矣
Stuck in a holding pattern waiting to come down
陷入不断沉落的状态中

是否有他人曾给我定义
Did somebody else define me
我能否将过去置于脑后
Can I put the past behind me
我甚至无权去做出决定
Do I even have a decision
感觉好似活在已写好的故事中
Feeling like I'm living in a story already written
而我只是他笔下情节的一部分
Am I part of a vision / made by somebody else
伸手指责恶人那人却是我自己
Pointing fingers at villains but I’m the villain myself
或是我已失去信念如航帆无风
Or am I out of conviction with no wind in the sail
太专注于结果却无力应对失败
Too focused on the end and simply ready to fail
我受够了那些我无法控制的恐惧

我受够了每踏出一步都希望渺茫
Cause I’m tired of the fear that I can’t control this
我受够了害怕所有努力付之一炬
I’m tired of feeling like every next step’s hopeless
我不再想知道结局如何
I’m tired of being scared what I build might break apart
我只想要一个全新的起点
I don’t want to know the end,
我不想再知道如何收尾
All I want is a place to start
我只想要一个地方重新开始
I don’t want to know the end,
All I want is a place to start