Learning in Public

Think I heard something break
我好像听见了什么断裂开的声音
I'm sorry
我很抱歉
There's something happening in me
有些变化正发生在我身上
It's like I'm looking down
就好像是当我向下看
At my body
看着我的身体
A pinball in a game losing speed
就像是游戏中疯狂旋转的弹球
If I'm aimless
如果我并非有意
Am I blameless
我会因为伤害了他人
When I hurt someone?
而受到责怪吗？
Why
为什么
Why does it have to be
为什么一定要如此
My least favorite subject
我最讨厌的科目
Learning in public
就是公开课
When I
当所有人
Can't even look at me
都在看我时
While everyone's watching
我甚至无法直视自己
I'm learning in public
我在上着公开课
Do do do do do
Al in all just a memory
但这总归只是段记忆
I didn't mean to make you unhappy
我不是有意惹你生气
I didn't mean to change without letting you know
我不是故意在未告知你的前提下做出改变
I thought that I could take
我以为我可以
Take you with me
可以带你一起
But did you slip away or did I let go?
但最后到底是你偷偷溜走了还是我放开了手？
It's confusing
我有点困惑
What I'm losing
我所失去的
It was never mine
从未有一刻属于过我
Why
为什么
Why does it have to be
为什么一定要如此
My least favorite subject
我最讨厌的科目
I'm learning in public
就是公开课
When I
当所有人
Can't even look at me
都在看我时
While everyone's watching
我甚至无法直视自己
I'm learning in public
我在上着公开课
Do do do do do
All in all just a memory
但这总归只是段记忆
Do do do do do
The time the time and energy
时间啊 时间和精力
Everything I thought I wanted
我曾以为我想要拥有的这一切
I changed my mind and I forgot it
我改变了想法 忘记了这些
The time the time and energy
时间啊 时间和精力
We're too young till we're too old for it
从年轻气盛到垂垂暮年
This is somewhere till it's nowhere at
从这里到未知的地方
All in all in all it's just memory
说白了这只是段记忆而已
Why
为什么
Why does it have to be
为什么一定要如此
My least favorite subject
我最讨厌的科目
I'm learning in public
就是公开课
When I
当所有人
Can't even look at me
都在看我时
While everyone's watching
我甚至无法直视自己
I'm learning in public
我在上着公开课
Do do do do do
All in all just a memory
但这总归只是段记忆
Do do do do do
The time the time and energy
时间啊 时间和精力
Everything I thought I wanted
我曾以为我想要拥有的这一切
I changed my mind and I forgot it all
我改变了想法 忘记了这些