I Wanna Get Better

Hey I hear the voice of the preacher from the back room
听到牧师的声音从我身后的房间传来
Calling my name and I follow just to find you
为找到你，我追随那呼唤我名的声音
I trace the faith to a broken down television and put on the weather
却来到一台播放着天气预报的旧电视前
And I've trained myself to give up on the past
我训练自己抛下过去
Cause I froze in time between hearses and caskets
面对严峻考验时我惊慌失措
Lost control when I panicked at the acid test
我想变得更好
I wanna get better
当朋友们玩得越来越嗨
While my friends were getting high
在林荫道上追逐女孩
And chasing girls down parkway lines
我心不在焉
I was losing my mind
因为我付出的爱
Because the love,the love,the love,the love,the love
浪费在一张美丽的面庞
that I gave wasted on a nice face
在恐惧之焰下，我带上一个又一个头盔
In a blaze of fear,I put a helmet on a helmet
数一整夜的秒数来摆脱它
Counting seconds through a night and got carried away
所以我站在立交桥上
So now I'm standing on the overpass
冲着车流尖叫，嘿！
Screaming at the cars, hey!
我想变得更好！
I wanna get better!
我不知孤独，直到遇见你
I didn't know I was lonely til I saw your face
我想变得更好
I wanna get better
更好，更好，更好
Better, better, better
我想成为更好的人
I wanna get better
我不知我已残缺，直到我想改变
I didn't know I was broken til I wanted to change
我想变得更好
I wanna get better
更好，更好
Better, better, better
我想成为更好的人
I wanna get better
走入房间，天花板上贴着女孩照片
I go up to my room and there's girls on the ceiling
剪掉照片，我追逐着那种
Cut out their pictures and I chase that feeling
十八岁时不知失去之痛的感觉
Of an eighteen year old who didn't know what loss was
但已陌生了
Now I'm a stranger
我怀念过去那永恒的日子
And I miss the days of a life still permanent
在振作之前哀悼过往时光
Mourn the years before I got carried away
所以我望着公路
So now I'm staring at the interstate
大喊着，嘿！
Screaming at myself, hey!
我想变得更好！
I wanna get better
我不知孤独，直到遇见你
I didn't know I was lonely til I saw your face
我想变得更好
I wanna get better
更好，更好，更好
Better, better, better
我想成为更好的人
I wanna get better
我不知我已残缺，直到我想改变
I didn't know I was broken til I wanted to change
我想变得更好
I wanna get better
更好，更好，更好
Better, better, better
我想成为更好的人
I wanna get better
我睡在的士后座
Cause I'm sleeping in the back of a taxi
我在卧室里尖叫
I'm screaming from my bedroom window
即便这会杀死我
Even if it's gonna kill me
今早第一个醒来
Woke up this morning early before my family
在梦中她想向我展示
From this dream where she was trying to show me
怎样从低迷之走出
How a life can move from the darkness
她说，去变得更好
She said to get better
所以我击碎我本该掩盖的脆弱
So I put a bullet where I should have put a helmet
砸了车因为我想重新开始
And I crash my car Cause I wanna get carried away
这就是为什么我站在立交桥上
That's why I'm standing on the overpass
大喊着，嘿！
Screaming at myself, hey!
我想变得更好
I wanna get better!
我不知孤独，直到遇见你
I didn't know I was lonely til I saw your face
我想变得更好
I wanna get better
更好，更好，更好
Better, better, better
我想成为更好的人
I wanna get better
我不知我已残缺，直到我想改变
I didn't know I was broken til I wanted to change
我想变得更好
I wanna get better
更好，更好，更好
Better, better, better
我想成为更好的人
I wanna get better