Beat by boy50
Mixed by M-808
What am i gonna do now
我该做什么
Still bitting my finger or around
一直心慌不知所措
I cant feel no pain cause u got me insean
我感受不到痛苦因为你让我疯狂
The elevter door is opening just like brain now
脑袋像电梯门一样打开了
Let me pick up da thing again
让我再次重操旧业
Don't u remind da berry
你不记得我了么
I will keep eatting till my ankel is heavy
保持饥饿变得贪婪
Trash and traffic make the city so dirty
乱象让这里变得不堪
And the ugly faces make the tragedy perfect
但让悲剧变得完美
I mean u
what the is wrong with u
你到底有什么毛病
dont say Im teacher but My is always pure
有什么资格对我指指点点
My life messed up there is something pain I should heal
生活乱套需要修复
Spitting the Old time drugs out Maybe I should deal(Oh yeah)
以前的不堪应该换种方式
Flying out of hell
飞出地狱
self-salvation tell me to quit and chill
自我救赎找到舒适感
Problems always grow and these can never be dealed
解决方法赶不上问题出现的速度
don't u see the Reality is so real
难道你看不清现实就是这么真实么
I say handgun trigger kill that
扣下扳机
and dirty inner become bigger and bigger
内心阴暗
and it can't picture me a better future
未来无望
and the Real life make me feel like thugger thugger
活成病态
I hope i can live like i got trick
希望可以过的轻松
Body and my soul can travel on the separate ways
身体和灵魂分道扬镳
guess what god damn Unfortunately
很不幸，你猜吧
Im just da old boy who still stuck in my ways
我只是个沉浸在自己世界里的old boy
U should sorry
你应该内疚
U should sorry
你应该道歉
U should feel sorry
你应该感到抱歉
And u should feel that
你应该为此感到抱歉
以前没有什么让我低着头
现在的我低着头被逼着走
承认懒惰围绕着我top to low
跌入谷底
But that's ok没关系i can dig a hole
但是可以没关系我可以挖个洞
For myself to hide for da
把自己藏起来
时钟转的快就快don't give a
不在意
道理越说我就越是不听劝
杀不死我半吊子快点走远点
做着我觉的对的梦，但梦越做越痛，是对是错我也不懂
呆滞的瞳孔和下垂的面容镜子里的人根本就没种
I swear to god为了我们以后我保证现在只是暂时轻松
我发誓
那谁又想的到之前的努力让自己的希望一遍遍落空
生活状态动不动就pop da molly
颓废
也许我只能在这随便说说而已
根本就不在情况里只能骗自己
Head up and the world只能在电视里
无所畏惧
Please don't push me i will try my best
别催我我会努力的
My bro find me dope 怕我lost too fast
我兄弟帮我怕我迷失自我
Man i Never let u down that's what i've said
还记得我说过永远不会让你失望么
Yeah im about cry we gonna fly worldwide worldwide
悲伤到头了该走起来了
U should sorry
你应该内疚
U should sorry
你应该道歉
U should feel sorry
你应该感到抱歉
And u should feel that
你应该为此感到抱歉
U should sorry
你应该内疚
U should sorry
你应该道歉
U should feel sorry
你应该感到抱歉
And u should feel that
你应该为此感到抱歉
Sorry