Life of the Party

And I don't know better but I do know best
我并不知道什么超前之物，但我明白当下之至
I just say whatever and hold my breath
我只是想屏住呼吸斩破一切
I'm not all together, I won't find the rest
我抑制着狂乱，无法得到安宁
Lost in a temper, break down, coalesce
怒火不受控制，焰集，凝聚

直至衍生出下贱的骨头在我体内作祟
Cause I got a mean bone in my body
如果我执意那么就可以
If I want then I can
我为失去理智感到抱歉
Never mean it when I'm sorry
并且我已经深感愧疚了
And I'm sorry for that
禁止逍遥地生活

我尽量低调，低调，几乎死寂
Not the life of the party
但是我的血液依然澎湃
I lay low, lay low, lay low
我暂时隐藏，你我一同保密
But I still got a heartbeat
激情的生活被洗刷
I know you know, I know
我躲了起来，低调再低调
Not the life of the party
但是我依然想要奋起，oh...
I lay low, lay low, lay low
你求我回应答案，但使我左右为难
But I still got a heartbeat, oh
我已经没多少精力去回想每件事的代码

我已经立足于你的瞳心，被你深入了解
Hold it together and you let me guess
我无法永远扎根于你，你迟早要席起寥果离去
It's hard to remember what anything meant
直至卑鄙插中你体内的根基
You've known me better when I've been your best
假如你是我
But I can't win forever, you take what you get
我很抱歉，让你来承受负担

我已经说过对不起了
Cause you got a mean bone in your body
结束了激情的生活
If you are then I am
我低调，不再参与
Always mean it 'til I'm sorry
但是我依然鼓动狂气
But I'm sorry for that
我知道，你也意识得到

禁止了逍遥地生活
Not the life of the party
我躲了起来，低调再低调
I lay low, lay low, lay low
但是我还是时常为它发热,oh...
But I still got a heartbeat
砂砾嵌入我的双手，麻木了自我
I know you know, I know
以至‘水能载舟亦能覆舟’
Not the life of the party
将石子如同花瓣一样撒向天空
I lay low, lay low, lay low
我从来没有真正地蓄满它
But I still got a heartbeat, oh
我牵挂的真的太多了

以至我自己也掉进我的陷阱
Got gravel embedded in my hands
石子如同花瓣一样轻盈地飘落
Caught myself falling for a concrete plan, ah
我总是徘徊于充足的准备
Throwing stones like confetti
少了上了发条的生活
And I'm never really ready for it
我躲起来，回避它
Got gravel embedded in my hands
但是心跳还是驱使我重回
Caught myself falling for a concrete plan, ah
你知道的，我心知肚明
Throwing stones like confetti
激情的生活被洗刷
And I'm never really ready for it
我只能低调，不再回应它

但是我的心还在为它蠢蠢欲动
Not the life of the party
我躲了起来，只想要安宁
I lay low, lay low, lay low
我回不去了，你也是知道的
But I still got a heartbeat
双手上的重担
I know you know, I know
导致自己陷入泥沼
Not the life of the party
抛出的石头宛如五彩的花瓣飞舞
I lay low, lay low, lay low
我犹豫不决，万事何缺
But I still got a heartbeat, oh
准备是否毫无疏漏
I lay low, lay low, lay low
I know you know, I know

Got gravel embedded in my hands
Caught myself falling for a concrete plan, ah
Throwing stones like confetti
And I'm never really ready for it
And I'm never really ready for it