Sleepless Nights

I feel ashamed no I ain't never had joy
I live my life with no regrets I don't got shit I want more
You see these bruises on my body permanent scars swear I'm tore
Come from the hood they slingin hammers got me feelin like Thor
But them long sleepless nights
I’m taking some drugs help me through the night
Won't let go my pride
You hurt me deeply inside
I feel they real they all be there and not be fake or divide
No I don't got shit I don't evеn go to school
Lookin for my folks where did they go I swеar I have no clue
We come from the trenches play with blocks you know we got them too
He go pop his shit get out his top and get put on the news
I can't let no hoe can't let no thot thats something i can’t do
I dance with this Glock get out my top and get my ass the blues
Feel like all my peers dont do my best cause i dont follow rules
Know my time is coming watch that clock and tell em bitch dont snooze
Onto the tile they say that I'm next
I thank the lord I gotta above because
I know I've been blessed
People come right in my life and then they leave me with stress
I smoke this acid get me high and i start flying with jets
Hey hey
I feel ashamed no I ain't never had joy
I live my life with no regrets I don't got shit I want more
You see these bruises on my body permanent scars swear I'm tore
Come from the hood they slingin hammers got me feelin like Thor
But them long sleepless nights
I’m taking some drugs help me through the night
Won't let go my pride
You hurt me deeply inside
I feel they real they all be there and not be fake or divide
Conversations with the devil he keep telling me woah
Get in my feelings off these drugs and then I won't be alone
Broken hearts still try to love you can't say that i don't
Where my head i lost my mind i swear to god that its gone
Cause i got guns I'm not the one then i get labelled a thug
Say I'm a virgin to this bullshit cause i don't give no ****s
Drink all this hennessy in my pain but they knew what it was
Now what the **** I'm ‘posed to do when that push comes to shove
But i love i try to love when they say that im wrong
Still i trust i try to trust you when my feelings is gone
And i been running from these demons tryna find my way home
I ever find out you was lee
Ching bet we cutting you off
I feel ashamed no I ain't never had joy
I live my life with no regrets I don't got shit I want more
You see these bruises on my body permanent scars swear I'm tore
Come from the hood they slingin hammers got me feelin like Thor
But them long sleepless nights
I’m taking some drugs help me through the night
Won't let go my pride
You hurt me deeply inside
I feel they real they all be there and not be fake or divide
But those long sleepless nights
I’m taking some drugs help me through the night
Won't let go my pride
You hurt me deeply inside
I feel they real they all be there and not be fake or divide