Prayer X (From "Banana Fish")

I see the light as I spill the tears inside
当眼眶溢出泪水时我看见了光
Glimmering and bright
闪烁又明亮
Day fades to night before my eyes
如昼夜在我眼前交替
If I have to go again
如果当我发现你正在我身边时
Just when I’ve found you sleeping at my side
而我却必须再次离开
We live
我们活着
We die
我们死去
So what’s left to believe
那么还有什么值得相信
From the moment I could breathe I was screaming
从出生那刻起我就在尖叫
Crying to the night
哭嚎到深夜
All the hands to hold me couldn’t keep me from knowing
那些牵着我的手也无法令我摆脱那提醒
Life’s a game we end up losing
提醒着我人生是一场注定失败的游戏
Like a key the knife is stuck in me
这把刀如钥匙般插进我的身体
Is locking up my heart
死死卡在我的心脏中
And is I pull out I’ll be bloodless ,encompassed
如果拔出我的血液会从身体里汹涌喷出而将我包围
And drowning in my tears I’ll fall apart
然后被眼泪淹没直至崩溃
I see the light as I spill the tears inside
当眼眶溢出泪水时我看见了光
Glimmering and bright
闪烁又明亮
Day fades to night before my eyes
如昼夜在我眼前交替
If I have to go again
如果当我发现你正在我身边时
Just when I’ve found you sleeping at my side
而我却必须再次离开
We live
我们活着
We die
我们死去
So what’s left to believe
那么还有什么值得相信
The smile that I hide behind’s been cracking all this time
我隐藏在背后的笑容逐渐出现裂痕
I remember little prayers I’d recite to keep myself alive
我始终记得为了活下去而不断吟诵的祷词
Were they all a lie
难道这一切都只是谎言吗
I’ve spent so long alone I’ve lost my sense of home
我孤独太久已经忘记了家的感觉
So I’ve been longing for the light that always missing from my life
所以我一直渴望我生命中消失那些光明
But don’t to know what you want
但我怎么会不知道
will always have to go
那些我渴望的最后总是会离我远去
So if there’s a meaning for all this suffering
所以我所经历的这些痛苦的意义
Won’t you set me free
你们会在我因祈祷而死去之前
Before I break my knees from all this praying
予我自由吗
Days are empty and I’ve had my fill of all the tears I’ve cried
我用我所有的眼泪来填满这虚无的人生
We live
我们活着
We die
我们死去
So what’s left to believe
那么还有什么值得相信
I see the light as I spill the tears inside
当眼眶溢出泪水时我看见了光
Glimmering and bright
闪烁又明亮
Day fades to night before my eyes
如昼夜在我眼前交替
If I have to go again
如果当我发现你正在我身边时
Just when I’ve found you sleeping at my side
而我却必须再次离开
We live
我们活着
We die
我们死去
So what’s left to believe
那么还有什么值得相信