i wrote this about no one

Black hoodie, grey sweatpants
黑色连帽衫，灰色运动裤
i'm walkin' round like a dead man
我像个死人一样四处走动
I need help and I need space and I need you to come erase
我需要帮助，我需要空间，我需要你来抹去
These memories that you gave me
你给我的记忆
Reachin’ out to come save me
重新振作起来救我
You could miss me with that hatred
你会怀着仇恨想念我的
You’ve always been on that same shit
你一直在做同样的事
Taking me back, take me away from that god on the facts
带我回去，带我离开上帝
Fill me with lies cuz I hate goodbyes
用谎言填满我，因为我讨厌道别
Hate when you said that we never could try
当你说我们永远无法尝试
I ran a mile, you watched from the side
我跑了一英里，你从旁边看着
I put it in drive but you wouldn’t ride
我把车开走了，但你不肯骑
Killing my ego, you cut off my body
杀了我的自尊，你把我的身体割了
Left every door and left me to die
离开每一扇门让我死去
[Gibberish]
得到我的信任，你的眼睛就会失去它
Gaining my trust, your eyes would lose it
你用这些伤口和瘀伤来掩护我
You cover me with these cuts and these bruises
我不能说你在做什么
I couldn’t talk bout the things you where doing
每个人看着我都觉得我很蠢，哈
Everyone looking at me like I’m stupid, huh
是啊，你想要友谊
Yeah, you want a friendship
考验我我爱你我只看你一次
Test me I love you I watch you once and it
你消失了就像我在看着一个朋友
You disappear like I’m watching a friend
你告诉你的朋友你希望我能结束，呃
And you told your friends that you wish I would end it, uh
好吧，告诉我重点是什么
Ok, tell me what is the point
丙烷吹气是一种选择
Propane blowing up is a choice
你看到我在上面吗
Did this so you see me on top
红色药丸像掷硬币一样吐出来
Red pill throwing up like a toss
我的胃不舒服，我已经褪色了
I’m sick to my stomach I’m faded
你住在国家空置的地方
You live where the country is vacant
当我想起你赤身裸体的时候，我啜了一口
I sip when I think of you naked
我来的时候答应你
Promise that you come when I made it
还没买车
Didn’t get a car yet
告诉过你一年后我就好了
Told you in a year I’ll be all set
现在我出发的时候都准备好了
Now I’m all set when I’m off set
乘私人飞机去他们的岛屿
Take a private jet to them islands
我飞进去他们就买了
I fly in and them buy them
现在他们想知道我去哪儿了
Now they want to wonder where I went
一直在想
Been thinking about the time that
我和那个还没找到的女孩在一起
I spent with the girl that I still haven’t found yet
[Gibberish]