Bad Liar

My friends think they know me
我的朋友们认为他们了解我
They're used to the old me
他们只是熟悉从前的那个我
In this big town, I'm still lonely sometimes
在这个大城市我还是不时感到孤独
Wanna burn it down
想将这感受焚烧殆尽
But there would be nobody left to hold me
但是没有人会抱抱我
What if I scream at the top of my lungs?
假如我声嘶力竭大声叫喊
Acted like I had a gun?
像个手持枪支的危险分子
Maybe then the world would notice that I'm not ok?
或许那时世界才会注意到我感觉不好
I'm so ****in' sick of people acting like they see no evil
我受够了人们对恶事视若无睹的样子
If it ain't their kinda problem they just look away
如果不是关乎他们的问题他们就移开目光
'Cause they can't relate
因为他们无法共情
Emotional novocaine
麻痹自我的情感
Like painting on a smiley face
如同在一堆橱窗中的人体模特
On a bunch of mannequins
的一张张笑脸上作画
Wanna share my mental but it's not that simple
想分享我的内心世界但却并不容易
Cause they're gonna judge me
因为就算爱我的人
Even if they love me, love me, love me, mhm
也会对我评头论足
Just tryna have a good time but I'm always the bad guy, yeah
我只是试图好好生活却总像个坏掉的人
I try to say that I'm fine but I'm such a bad bad liar
想说我很好却装不出来
A bad liar
一个低劣的说谎者
Losing sleep, losing me
无法入睡 迷失自我
Guess I'm just hooked on the feeling
我想我只是陷入了这种感受
Hella deep, need to breathe
陷得太深 亟需呼吸
Painting my thoughts on the ceiling
在天花板上描绘我的想法
I've been thinking 'bout jumping off the deep end
一直想跳出情绪的深渊
I've been stuck inside the crib all weekend
整个周末把自己关在屋里
Eyes red man I think I'm lowkey starting to see things
双眼通红 兄弟 我想把事情看淡
But I don't wanna see nobody but the weed man
但除了出售叶子的小贩我不想见任何人
'Cause they can't relate
因为他们无法共情
Emotional Novocain
麻痹自我的情感
Like painting on a smiley face
如同在一堆橱窗中的人体模特
On a bunch of mannequins
的一张张笑脸上作画
Wanna share my mental but it's not that simple
想分享我的内心世界但却并不容易
Cause they're gonna judge me
因为就算爱我的人
Even if they love me, love me, love me, mhm
也会对我评头论足
Just tryna have a good time but I'm always the bad guy, yeah
我只是试图好好生活却总像个坏掉的人
I try to say that I'm fine but I'm such a bad bad liar
想说我很好却装不出来
A bad liar
一个低劣的说谎者
Who could ever love a bad bad bad liar?
谁能爱一个如此低劣的说谎者呢
Who could love, Who could love
Who could ever love a bad bad bad liar?
谁能呢
A bad liar A bad liar
How could anybody ever love a bad liar?
怎么会有人去爱这样一个说谎者
A bad liar A bad liar
How could anybody ever love a bad liar?
一个彻头彻尾的低劣说谎者