Just Confusing

Is it mentally abusing or abusing your mentality?
我们之间这究竟是对谁的精神虐待？
I'm just stuck between the finer things of life
面对眼前诱惑我进退两难
Of trying to find what to eat
只因我早已习惯原来无趣的生活
So what if there was glory
所以如果那份名誉就摆在我眼前的话我该怎么办
And there's *****es when I'm horny?
如果在我饥渴时就有人能任我摆布我又该怎么办？
Only if I'm smiling, 'cause I'm wilding out
微笑浮现，只因我已经疯狂
And I'm stunting casually like fashion week on Ginza streets
我随心表现自我仿佛身处银座时装周
Is it acting if you don't believe in what you are stunting?
这是表演吗？你也不相信你是在表演吗？
It's confusing
我真是感到疑惑
Did you want me or not want me?
你到底需不需要我
If I want you then you don't want me
在我想念你时你却有意离开
Then you want me when I don't want you
在你想要我的时候我根本不理睬
Not amusing, just confusing for my choosing
不开玩笑，我真的搞不懂我的选择
But I want to
我只是想要——

那个时候还不是很久以前
Before a time it wasn't much too long ago
那个时候你我还互不打扰
Before a time when I was not aware of you
那个时候还不是很久以前
Before a time it wasn't much too long ago
那个时候你我还互不打扰
Before a time when I was not aware of you
我们究竟是谁在伤害谁
Is it mentally abusing or abusing your mentality?
如今眼前两份好处我该怎么选
I'm just stuck between the finer things of life
我的生活原是如此干瘪，现在又被滋润过头了
Of trying to find what to eat
那好了我现在是要选名声
So what if there was glory
还是选择女人
And there's *****es when I'm horny?
可以肆意妄为的喜悦压制不住
Only if I'm smiling, 'cause I'm wilding out
我随意表演宛如时装周大咖，就像你对我表演的那样
And I'm stunting casually like fashion week on Ginza streets
我们都一般虚伪，你不敢信吗？
Is it acting if you don't believe in what you are stunting?
我真是搞不懂了啊！
It's confusing
你到底需不需要我？
Did you want me or not want me?
我痛苦需要安慰时你去哪了
If I want you then you don't want me
我受够了你的时候你又在求着我回来
Then you want me when I don't want you
不开玩笑，我在想我怎么会选了你
Not amusing, just confusing for my choosing
我想要的是——
But I want to
那个时候还不是很久以前

那个时候你我还互不打扰
Before a time it wasn't much too long ago
那个时候还不是很久以前
Before a time when I was not aware of you
那个时候你我还互不打扰
Before a time it wasn't much too long ago
Before a time when I was not aware of you