Laundry and Jet Lag

I gave up smoking when I was coughing up blood
那次咳出血后 我便遏停烟瘾
and when I felt better again I took it straight back up
舒服几许后 再度染瘾
making and breaking, new habits forming
得而复失 旧逝新成
not all propensities come with a warning
总有些人事出于未料
like you
你即如此

我允你畅所欲言 但你总让我消兴
I’m letting you talk and you’re letting me down
本该婉应此之借口
should’ve got used to excuses by now
总是精编细造 你习以为常
they get a good show, you get a day job
现存神明真未达我意
I need to find and believe in a better god
你也是
than you
到家后 赶紧清洗衣服

褪去路边沾上的污垢
Washing my clothes as soon as I’m home
散去烟酒味
ridding myself of the dirt from the road
旧迹已淡 而我伤痛不减
losing the smell of the smoke and the bars
全拜赐于你
stains go away but I’m left with the scars
of you