i'm not okay

- I love u.
U complete me.
And i just..
Sad.
Shut ur mouth
I don't want to ****** breath now
All these people on my back
I'm getting weighed down
My future's falling to the floor
I'm getting worried now
Will i make it in this game or will i ****** drown?
I can't ****** sleep
I can't ****** breath
All these pills r on my mind
Now i'm in this deep
Finally passed out on the floor from all this codeine
She be screaming i want more until she **** me
Life's a bitter mess
When u r depressed
All these demons in my head i'm feeling possessed
I got problems with these woman
yeah i'm obsessed
Every day i'm working hard creating progress
- Shut up, just shut up.
U had me at hello.
Hello.
When i wake up and i know u r on my ****** mind
I can't face it, u just take up all my ****** time
I'm taking chemicals to get me through this ******* life
I say i'm good and she know it's a ****** lie
Will they ever listen to me?
U wanna lead and i wanna leave
Wanna feel like u r ******* free
Well here u go, baby take my sleep
When i wake up and i know u r on my ****** mind
I can't face it, u just take up all my ****** time
I'm taking chemicals to get me through this ****** life
Say i'm good and she know it's a ****** lie
Yeah.
Just don't say anything.
I love u.