gray light

Looking at you
看着你
Watching the shriveled flower you bloomed
看着你开出的颤抖的花朵
I feel it too
我也感受到了这样的痛苦
Inside the gray light of my room
在我房间的灰色灯光里
Am I just like you?
我想着我会不会变成你这样？
Am I gonna be there way too soon?
我会不会迟早也患上病痛
Cause I see the news
因为我知道你得了
Follows me closely whatever I do
而这件事从此之后一直伴随着我
I can't lose it
我不能失去控制
The feeling I'm going down
这种变坏的感觉
I can't lose it
我不能失去控制
I'm watching my mother drown
我见证着母亲日益虚弱
Something feels lose
有些事情逐渐消失
I'm falling to pieces from one little screw
我因为一件小事开始接连掉线
I cry to the moon
我对着月亮哭泣
And beg it to change me or hit me in two
求着它要么让我改变要么让祸不单行
These pieces of you
这些你的碎片
They call for my body it's so hard to chew
它们让我难以消化这一切
Oh I see the news
我知道真相
Stuck to my fingers I've pulled at the glue
我的手就像涂了胶水一样难以动弹
I can't lose it
我不能失去控制
The feeling I'm going down
这种变坏的感觉
I can't lose it
我不能失去控制
I'm watching my mother drown
我眼见着母亲逐渐沉没