Some Kind of Hell

It’s better to be alive
宁愿因觉醒而真实地活着
Than risking some kind of hell
而不是冒着进地狱的风险而活
Although I am kind of bored
尽管我对这个世界心有厌倦
And my bitterness start to show
并且，痛苦开始显现
I’m not what I hoped I’d be
现在的我，不是原来我想成为的那种人
I haven’t accomplished anything noble
我还没有完成任何神圣的事情
but selfish things for me
除了那些只对自己有益的事
I’m not like those who carry knives
我不是那种有杀戮之心的人
I’m not like those who lies and cheat
也不是那种会说谎、欺骗的人
But I’ve got evil thoughts and that’s enough to make damage
但我有恶毒的想法，这些想法足以造成破坏
I lost I lost my senses to that
我曾为这些想法丧失了理智
It’s better to be alive
现在的我，宁愿因觉醒而真实地活着
Than risking some kind of hell
而不是冒着进地狱的风险而活