Contemplating In Anxiety

Vast walls surround me
The prison made by myself
Victimized i cant escape
It watches my struggle and pain
At the border of existance
My ripped life is your weakness
Suffer from light and humanity
I am the one you hate
I am the one you want to kill
Darkness fell upon us
Yet mirrors reflect your being
But your still unconscious
Of this pathetic creature living
The escape is through shattered mirror
Revealing hate was your help
But the dissonant remains
Blinded by the reflections
Following what has been hidden
Shall i step through the gate
Your suicide is my pleasure
Expose yourself to my hate
Torture is never ending
All lights are fading