August Diaries

I tried to keep a diary
我曾尝试写日记
To let it out away from me
只是为了让烦恼离我远去
Maybe
或许
I should've burned your memory
我不应该抛掉有关于你的回忆
Instead I let it ruin me
相反 我故意让他伤害我
You see
你明白

看着月亮我能感受到它的痛苦
Watching the moon I feel its pain
内心平静却充满烦恼
Idyllic but cold inside
你走进了我的内心却伤害我 我却依然爱你
Eating my soul you're shattering, I love you boy
你是我内心无法掩饰的罪恶
You were my sin so hard to hide
但我会从现在起发誓
But I'll promise than from now on
你已离去
You're gone
我们在一起已经有一段时间了

我们有真挚的情感
It's been a while since you and me
你明白
Have shared a real memory
我默默地需要着你
You see
为了让你在我身边
I feel the need, quietly
或许
To have you here close to me
看着月亮我能感受到它的痛苦
Maybe
内心平静却充满烦恼

你走进了我的内心却伤害我 我却依然爱你
Watching the moon I feel its pain
你是我内心无法掩饰的罪恶
Idyllic but cold inside
但我会从现在起发誓
Eating my soul you're shattering, I love you boy
你已经离开了我
You were my sin so hard to hide
我只记得
But I'll promise that from now on
犹如十二月的冰冷
You're gone
她在沙发上哭

她依然在等待他的来电
All I remember
但是她应该注意到
Cold like December
现在是八月啊
She cries on the sofa
她不是因为天气才感到寒冷
Still waiting for him to call her
她是从他的伤害中感受到的十二月般的寒冷
But she should’ve noticed
It was only August
The cold that she felt was not from the weather
Was from his poison