How I'm Feeling Now

Will you forgive me if I'm coming off a little bit obtuse?
你能否原谅 迟钝蠢笨的我
Well it's been a minute now since I have had to tell the truth
也有一会没吐露过心声
I know, I can, I won't
我明白我本可以坦白 却不会敞开心扉

Suppose I thought that by this moment I would have it figured out
假如我以为迄今为止 我会寻得出路
But instead I tend to spend my days consumed by seeds of doubt
却又事与愿违 怀疑的种子每天都将我吞噬
I know, I can, I won't
我明白我本可以坦白 却不会敞开心扉

Oh darling it goes on and on and on
亲爱的 犹如永无止境
Always forever 'til I'm barely holding on
无休无止 纠缠到永远 我都快无法再坚守
End of my tether and I know it won't be long, it won't be long 'til it's gone
虽无计可施 我却知道用不了太久 用不了多久 它就会离去

So here's to my beautiful life
致我的美丽人生
That seems to leave me so unsatisfied
似乎于我不尽如人意
No sense of self but self-obsessed
没有自我 却自恋不已
I'm always trapped inside my ****ing head
我无法挣脱脑海臆想
On and on and on, on and on and on
无休无止 反复作祟
On and on and on, on and on and on, said
无休无止 反复作祟
Thought I'd be happier somehow
曾说过 以为未来的我会更快乐
If you were wondering how I'm feeling now
若你想知道我如今的感受

I try to tell myself my best days are the ones that lie ahead
我试着告诉自己 最好的日子近在咫尺
But I'm always looking back on things I wish I'd never said
却总是回想起 那些我希望自己从未说过的话
I know, I can, I won't
我明白我本可以坦白 却不会敞开心扉

Oh darling it goes on and on and on
亲爱的 犹如永无止境
Always forever 'til I'm barely holding on
无休无止 纠缠到永远 我都快无法再坚守
End of my tether and I know it won't be long, it won't be long 'til it's gone
虽无计可施 我却知道用不了太久 用不了多久 它就会离去

So here's to my beautiful life
致我的美丽人生
That seems to leave me so unsatisfied
似乎于我不尽如人意
No sense of self but self-obsessed
没有自我 却自恋不已
I'm always trapped inside my ****ing head
我无法挣脱脑海臆想
On and on and on, on and on and on
无休无止 反复作祟
On and on and on, on and on and on, said
无休无止 反复作祟
Thought I'd be happier somehow
曾说过 以为未来的我会更快乐
If you were wondering how I'm feeling now
若你想知道我如今的感受

I won't lie, I'm a mess yeah
我不会撒谎 噢 我一团乱麻
But I'll get there
可我终会抵达彼岸
Now I won't lie, I'm a mess yeah
不 如今我不会撒谎 我的确一片狼藉
But I'll get there
但我一定会做到

So here's to my beautiful life
致我的美丽人生
That seems to leave me so unsatisfied
似乎于我不尽如人意
No sense of self but self-obsessed
没有自我 却自恋不已
I'm always trapped inside my ****ing head
我无法挣脱脑海臆想
On and on and on, on and on and on
无休无止 反复作祟
On and on and on, on and on and on, said
无休无止 反复作祟
Thought I'd be happier somehow
曾说过 以为未来的我会更快乐
If you were wondering how I'm feeling now
若你想知道我如今的感受