HAPPY ENDING

I met God
我和上帝
Just for a minute
见了会面
Sat in his house
坐在他家里
Took a look around
环顾四周
And saw I didn't fit in
我想这气氛我有点难以融入

I tried love
我试过去爱
(I tried love)
Gave me something to believe in
请给我些许信仰
(Gave me something to believe in)
Planning futures from the start
一开始便规划好未来
Giving pieces of my heart
给予我完整的心
Just to end up leaving
好让我最终得以离开
(Just to end up leaving)

Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending?
我是否在执着于寻找那美好的结局
And will I ever know what it's like to be fine without pretending
我是否懂得那份不必伪装自己的释然
That my skin isn't crawling
我的肌肤在抓狂
My demons aren't calling and tearing me to shreds?
我的心魔是否在呼唤我 让我的泪将自己冲垮
Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending?
我是否在执着于寻找那美好的结局

I got high
我兴奋无比
(I got high)
You name it, I've tried it
你说得对 我已经试过了
(You name it, I've tried it)
Sure, I'm sober now
现在我醒了酒
And everybody's proud
大家都为此而自豪
But I miss my vices
但我依旧喜爱着曾经的恶习

And I tried to be your hero
我试图成为你的英雄
(And I tried to be your hero)
I lent you my voice
我把我的嗓子给了你
(I lent you my voice)
I was your poster child
我成了你的慈善家
It was working for a while
即便这样奏效了一段时间
But it didn't fill the void
但空白依旧未被填补

Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending?
我是否在执着于寻找那美好的结局
And will I ever know what it's like to be fine without pretending
我是否懂得那份不必伪装自己的释然
That my skin isn't crawling
我的肌肤在抓狂
My demons aren't calling and tearing me to shreds?
我的心魔是否在呼唤我 让我的泪将自己冲垮
Am I gonna die trying to find my happy
我是否在执着于寻找
Find my happy ending?
那美好的结局

(Whoa, whoa, whoa)
(Whoa, whoa, whoa)
(Whoa, whoa, whoa)
Find my happy ending
寻找我的美好结局
(Whoa, whoa, whoa)
(Whoa, whoa, whoa)
(Whoa, whoa, whoa) Trying to find my happy ending
试着寻找我的美好结局