Not

Just when i thought this would last
就在我以为这事为持续的时候
I find myself overcome
我发现自己已经克服了
How can i say to you
我该如何告诉你
Don't worry
不要担心
But i could not wait one more day
但我等不及了
Heavy is the burden of truth
事实往往是残酷的
How can i say to you
我该如何告诉你
I'm sorry
我很抱歉
Cause these words can't change your mind
因为这些话并不能改变你的想法
How can they change your heart
它们如何能改变你的心意
I am not the one you think that i am
我不再是你心中的我了
I am not the one you thought that i could be
我不再是过去那个我了
I am not the one
我不再是那个我
No, i am not the one
不，我不再是那个我

我多希望能和你说些话
I wish there was something to say
你值得拥有更多的东西
You deserve more than this
我该如何告诉你
How can i say to you
你能做得更好
You can do better
我想我已用尽全力
I think that i did my best
那么为何我感到如此悲伤
So why do i feel so bad
我该如何告诉你
How can i say to you
我不再是你心中的我了
That i am not the one you think that i am
我不再是过去那个我了
I am not the one you thought that i could be
我不再是那个我
I am not the one
不，我不再是那个我
No, i am not the one
我还能说多少次
How many times could i say it
在一切都真相大白前
before it becomes real to you
我还能说多少次
How many times could i say it
在一切都真相大白前
Before it is real
这些话并不能改变你的想法
These words can't change your mind
它们如何能改变你的心意
How can they change your heart.