all that i know

I’ve fallen from grace, don’t know what to say
Can someone please help me get out of this place?
When you look at my face, tell me what do you see?
Is honesty selfishness, hunger or greed?
Cause the side of me that i tried not to show
Won’t leave me alone, now that’s all that i know
Now that’s all that i know
Now that’s all that i know
Now that’s all that — stop
All that i know and i hate it
I’ve fallen from grace
And my heart has been taken
For something to happen
I’m patiently waiting
They ask why i’m sad
So my smile i’m faking
Wish i could simply
Reset everything
Not regret anything that i’ve done / ever did in my best
I would struggle to try and be cool for attention
Now everyone says i’m becoming a legend
But what is the cost?
I couldn’t tell you cause i haven’t paid it
I’m fighting of symptoms of “oh yeah he made it”
Away from the fames
It's all whole different game
And i used to like plans
Until everything changed
They look up to me
And i think that it’s strange
I know that you only see me as a rose
But i really got blood flowing out of my veins
Aye