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I really don't know what I'm doing here
我实际上并不知道我在干什么
I really think I should've gone to bed tonight
今晚本来应该回去睡觉的
but just one drink
但是有人让我喝一杯
and there're some people to meet you “
有些人来见你，
I think that you'll like them
我觉得你会喜欢他们的。”
I have to say we do“
我不得不说，荣幸之至。
and I promise in less than than an hour we will honestly go
我保证至少一个小时以内我们是很乐意的。”
Now why don't I just get you another “
为什么你不见见其他人呢？
while you just say hello
你只要打个招呼就好，
yeah just say hello...
只要说“你好”就行了”
So I'm clutching it tight
我紧紧地抓着它，
another glass in my hand
抓着我手中的另一杯酒
And my mouth and the smiles moving up as I stand up
我站起来，做出笑脸
too close and too wide
太近了，又太广阔了
and the smiles are too bright
他们的笑容都如此灿烂
and I breathe in too deep
我深深地吸了一口气
and my head's getting light
头脑轻飘飘的
But the air is getting heavier and it's closer
但是空气越来越沉重粘稠
and I'm starting to sway
我开始左摇右晃
And the hands all on my shoulders don't have names
我的肩膀被各个不知名的人搭上
and they won't go away
他们不放过我
So here I go，here I go again...
我只好再来一次
Falling into strangers and it's only just eleven
跳入陌生人堆里，这才11点钟啊
and I'm staring like a child until someone slips me heaven
我像个孩子一样盯着看，直到有人把我推进天堂
and I take it on my knees just like a thousand times before
我跪在地上，就像以前一千次做过的那样
and I get transfixed that fixed
我脑中一团乱麻
and I’m just looking at the floor
只好盯着地板
just looking at the floor
盯着地板
yeah I look at the floor...
盯着地板

And I’m starting to laugh
我开始大笑
like an animal in pain
如同痛苦的动物
And I’ve got blood on my hands
我的双手沾满鲜血
And I’ve got hands in my brain
脑中只有各种各样的手
And the first short retch leaves me gasping for more
第一次短暂的呕吐让我喘不过气来
And I stagger over screaming on my way to the floor
我摇摇晃晃地尖叫着砸向地板
And I’m back on my back
又挣扎着重新站起来
With the lights and the lies in my eyes
眼前是迷乱的光线和谎言
And the colour and the music's too loud
色彩令人头晕目眩，音乐声震耳欲聋
And my head's all the wrong size
我的脑袋里乱七八糟
So here I go，here I go again...
我又要再一次表演了……
yeah I laugh and I jump
大笑，跳跃
and I sing and I laugh
歌唱，大笑
and I dance and I laugh
舞动，大笑
and I laugh and I laugh
狂笑，狂笑
and I can't seem to think
不能思考
where this is
这里是哪？
who I am
我是谁？
why I’m keeping this going
我在干嘛？
keep pouring it out
不断宣泄
keep pouring it down
继续呕吐
keeping it going
继续吧
keep pouring it down
让这糜烂的一切继续
And the way the rain comes down hard
大雨砸落地面的样子
that's the way I feel inside...
就是我内心的感受

I can't take it anymore
我再也受不了了
this is I’ve become
这就是我已经变成的样子
this is it like I get
这就是我得到的一切
when my life's going numb
我的生活日益麻木
I just keep moving my mouth
嘴巴机械张合
I just keep moving my feet
脚步麻木移动
I say I’m loving you to death
我说，我爱你至死不渝
like I’m losing my breath
就像是我正在失去呼吸
and all the smiles that I wear
我伪装的所有微笑
and all the games that I play
进行的所有游戏
and all the drinks that I mix
调混的所有饮品
and I drink until I’m sick
喝到烂醉如泥
and all the faces I make
我假装的所有面孔
and all the shapes that I throw
展现的所有姿态
and all the people I meet
遇见的所有人
and all the words that I know
使用的所有言辞
makes me sick to the heart
都让我从心底感到恶心
oh I feel so tired...
太累了
And the way the rain comes down hard，
大雨倾盆而至
that's how I feel inside...
如同我沉重的内心
the way the rain comes down hard，
大雨砸落地面的样子
that's how I feel inside...
就是我内心的感受