Again

I haven't been myself lately
我终将不再为我
I don't blame you for not wanting to stay
我亦从未因你的离开而怪责
Saying things that I don't mean,
那些违背真心的话
Not meaning what I say.
也不是我想表达的想法
When it's good, it's so good,
当它好，它便是如此的好
When it's bad, it's SO BAD.
当它坏，它便是如此的坏
Even when I knew what I had.
即使当初我知道我拥有着何物
What am I supposed to say,
当我把大家驱赶之时
when I end up driving everyone away?
我本该说出什么话语？
Cause, I am on fire,
只因我身上被点了火
A crying, burning liar,
作为一名哀嚎，燃烧的骗子
Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself,
除了自身，看不到任何事物
And I'm the one with the lighter.
而我，手中正握着打火机
Every inch of me is charred,
我的全身都被烧焦
God, what happened to my heart?
上帝，我的心到底发生了什么？
I'm about to fall apart,
我快将瓦解成碎片
again, again
再一次，又一次
And you're never coming back,
然而你再也不会回来
And I'm not okay with that,
我对此并不感到爽快
and I should've never let myself get attached,
所以我应该不让自己再次被附身
again, again
再一次，又一次
again, again
重复，重演
again, again
再一次，又一次
again, again
重载，重来
What's done is done,
因所做的事已无法补救
And nothing's gonna change.
所以一切都不会改变
I should be moving on,
我只应继续前行
But I still feel the same.
可是我感不到任何变改
And it's like every day is a fight for my life
就如同活着便是我生命中的一场斗争
to get some self control,
只为了能自我控制
And when you've forgotten who I am,
但当你忘了我是谁
it just feels, it just feels...
那感觉犹如，犹如...
Like I'm nobody at all.
犹如我不再是何者
I found myself
发现自己
hitting the ground,
堕向地面
I held my breath
止住呼吸
in case I'd drown
以防淹水
I should have known
早该知道
When to let go
何时放手
and when to see
何时视见
who I was being
我为何者
Again, again, again
再次，再次，再次
I am on fire,
我身上被点了火
A crying burning liar,
作为一名哀嚎，燃烧的骗子
Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself,
除了自身，看不到任何事物
And I'm the one with the lighter
而我，手中正握着打火机
Every inch of me is charred,
我的全身都被烧焦
God, what happened to my heart?
上帝，我的心到底发生了什么？
I'm about to fall apart,
我快将瓦解成碎片
again, again
再一次，又一次
And you're never coming back,
然而你再也不会回来
And I'm not okay with that,
我对此并不感到爽快
and I should've never let myself get...
所以我应该不让自己再次被...
Every inch of me is charred,
我的全身都被烧焦
God, what happened to my heart?
上帝，我的心到底发生了什么？
I'm about to fall apart,
我快将瓦解成碎片
again, again
再一次，又一次
And you're never coming back,
然而你再也不会回来
And I'm not okay with that,
我对此并不感到爽快
and I should've never let myself get attached,
所以我应该不让自己再次被附身
again, again
再一次，又一次
again, again
重复，重演
again, again
再一次，又一次
again, again
不断轮回
again, again
再一次，又一次
again, again
重载，重来
again, again
再一次，又一次
again, again...
不断覆辙
And you're never coming back,
然而你再也不会回来
And I'm not okay with that,
我对此并不感到爽快
and I should've never let myself get attached,
所以我应该不让自己再次被附身
Again, again
再一次，又一次