Haruverse1
I'm not sure since when 我不确定从哪一天起
언젠가부터 달라졌지 부쩍
my face in the mirror is so drawn 镜子中的脸憔悴到连自己也认不得
거울속내모습몰라보게수척해
Arguments become daily routine and 吵架成为日常惯例
잦아진 말다툼, 스스로 앞가림도 못 하냐며
his aggressive tone diminishes me 他咄咄逼人的语气将我贬低
날 깎아내리는 거센 말투
I noticed his constant lies 我知道他习惯性说谎
날 깎아내리는 거센 말투
but he does it not to hurt me 但他这么做不是为了要伤害我
밥먹듯거짓말다눈치챘지만
I've been thinking in positive ways 我一直正面积极看待
날상처주지않으려고그런거지난
I forgive all under the holy name of love 以爱的圣名原谅一切
그냥 좋게좋게 생각하고 넘겨왔지
What a shame! Poor people must have their own consequences 안타까워라! 불쌍한 사람은 미움받아 마땅하지
다 용서했지 사랑이란 거룩한 이름 아래
Dry smile, your experiences after meal puddings 쓴웃음을 지으며 말해, 네 경험을 디저트 취급하면서
穆verse1
Bit more, a little bit more 조금더,조금더털어놔봐
真可怜!可怜人必有可恨之处
To satisfy the thirst for the grotesque surreal surreal 잔인한 호기심으로 욕구를 충족하네, 참 비현실적이야
苦笑这么说把你的经历当成茶余饭后的甜点
파괴적인사랑은사랑이아니라널산채로파먹는악마다 破坏性的爱不真的是爱，是把你生吞活剥的魔鬼
多一点再吐露多一点
파괴적인사랑은사랑이아니라널산채로파먹는악마다 破坏性的爱不真的是爱，是把你生吞活剥的魔鬼
满足猎奇需求surreal,surreal
파괴적인사랑은사랑이아니라널산채로파먹는악마다 破坏性的爱不真的是爱，是把你生吞活剥的魔鬼
hook
파괴적인사랑은사랑이아니라널산채로파먹는악마다 破坏性的爱不真的是爱，是把你生吞活剥的魔鬼
DestructiveloveisnotloveIt’sademonwhoeatsyoualive
Life is just like that, isn’t it? 人生就是这样 不是吗
DestructiveloveisnotloveIt’sademonwhoeatsyoualive
How can there be only ups but no downs? 没有任何波折 如何感到快乐
DestructiveloveisnotloveIt’sademonwhoeatsyoualive
Even when he cursed at me 即使有时他咒骂我
DestructiveloveisnotloveIt’sademonwhoeatsyoualive
He said it’s ‘cause he was scared to lose me 那只是因为害怕我会离开他
Haruverse2
It's not just his fault, he is not that bad a person 不是他的错 他没那么坏
인생이란 게 그렇잖아 어떻게 계속
You know how I am. I can be rigid 你暸我个性 我有点生硬
아무런 굴곡도 없이 행복할 수만 있겠어?
and it could make people pissed 经常惹人发怒
가끔욕이나와도그건내가떠날까
He's very emotional these days, I should understand 这几天他很情绪化 我应该要理解
너무나 두려워 자기도 몰래 그런 거랬어
At times he gets overwhelmed by jealousy 有时他被嫉妒冲昏头
그사람잘못만은아냐,그렇게나쁜사람아냐
and beats me here and there but then 然后打过我两三次 但接着
너내성격알잖아?내가좀답답한구석이
he kneels down on me and apologizes with tears 跪在我面前哭着向我道歉
사람을열받게할때도있잖아,요즘힘들어
What should I do? He will kill himself if I leave, he said 要我怎么做 如果我离开他会自杀 他说
감정조절이잘안된대,이해해야지뭐
Can’t bear to see you like this it sickens me 네가이러는걸더는볼수없어,토할것같아
손찌검은간혹질투심같은데휩싸여
Telling your victim stories but refusing to be saved 피해자의 입장에서 이야기하면서 구원받기를 거부하는
한두세번한적은있는데그때마다
Can’t you think of something positive and look at things from a better angle 행복한 것들을, 긍정적으로 생각할 수는 없는 거야?
무릎 꿇고 미안하다고 울면서 빌었어
Can you stop being so depressed whose attention are you trying to get 그만좀 우울해할 순 없어? 누구의 관심을 끌려고 그래?
떠나면 죽어버리겠다는데 어떻게 그래?
You should bury the injuries to fit the society’s expectations 내면의 상처에서 빠져나와 사회의 기대에 부응해야지
穆bridge
When you argue at night, you scream and shout 밤에 다투고 나면, 울면서 비명을 지르잖아
不忍心看你这样让我觉得恶心
I’ll close the curtains with what’s left of morality 나는커튼을닫을거야,내남은도덕적가치로커튼을칠거야
倾诉受害者版本故事却不肯被拯救
Living in a world that’s too limiting, we have to segment enough space for selfishness 이렇게 좁은 세상에서 사는데, 이기적인 공간은 충분히 있어야 하잖아
你能不能就想想快乐的事正面角度思考
Would you laugh at me because I’m like this 이렇게 웃어 줄래?
可不可以别总那么忧郁想吸引谁的注意
It doesn’t matter, our thoughts don’t matter 우리가 어떻게 생각하든 상관없잖아
你应该逃避受伤内在好迎合社会期待
Everyone who’s like you are sick 너 같은 사람은 역겹다고
当你们夜里争吵你哭喊尖叫
Say us, who are in pieces 우리는부서진말을하곤해
我会把窗帘关上以所剩道德观念把窗帘关上
The sins flow in our blood, we suffer for the disabled society 원죄는우리핏속에흐르고,불구가된사회는우리가범행을저지르게해
活在太狭窄的世界必须区隔足够自私的空间
We pass on in our action, or bring from our beforelife 그건 대대로 물려받은 본능이거나 전생에서 가져온 무의식 같은 것
你会嘲笑这样的我吗
The grownups teach us conditional love, blaming, abandoning, wearing, consuming 어른들은 우리에게 조건부 사랑, 서로를 비난하고, 버리고, 비하하고, 소비하는 걸 가르쳐
也无所谓我们的想法不重要
Conditional love, we don’t know for whom we exist 조건부의 사랑, 우리는 우리가 누구를 위해 존재하는지 모르지
Haruverse3
At the same time we believe no two people will be together forever 동시에,나는누구도다른사람과영원히함께하지않을거라믿어
나도아파서미칠것같은데그를떼어내면
So we continue asking for love, accepting torture from the flawed serendipity 그래서 난 상대의 결함에 의한 학대를 받아들이지
이보다더아플것같아솔직히두렵다
Your dad’s strict out of love 아버지의 엄격한 징계는 널 향한 사랑에서 비롯되잖아
아직도 이러고 있는 게 우습고 한심하지만
His indulgence and control is also out of love 그의 애지중지한 지배도 너를 사랑해서 그런 거지
그사람처럼날사랑해줄사람이또어디있겠어?이세상에
If you run again, you can try all you want 이번에도망치면,한번해볼만한데
그사람나없이는못살아
Would you ever meet someone who loves you as much 앞으로 너를 그만큼 사랑하는 사람은 없겠지
날사랑하는걸빼면인생에아무의미안남아
You can’t even do it 너 자신마저도
난아마이런감정이야말로진정한사랑인것같아
So what complaints could you possible have 또어떤불평을할래?
떠날수가없는거야서로를차마
Compared to other’s body, mine’s worthless 남들에비해내몸매는별로야
穆verse3
Compared to other’s feelings, mine’s cheap 남들에비해내감정은하찮아
每个和你一样的人都很恶心
Compared to other’s lives, mine’s tasteless 남들의삶에비해내삶은무가치해
破碎的我们如是说
I'm also dying in pain, but if I split with him 我也痛不欲生 但如果和他分手
血液里流淌著原罪失能的社会我们来顶罪
it might be more painful I'm scared, honestly 可能会更加痛苦 老实说我很害怕
以行为方式遗传或从灵魂中前世带来
It’s ridiculous and pathetic that we are still in this 既可笑又可悲我们依旧如此
大人教给我们有条件的爱互相指责抛弃贬损消耗
but who else would love me this much in this world? 但这世上还有谁能像这个人这样爱我
有条件的爱我们不知道自己是为了谁而存在
He can't live without me 这个人没有我不能活
同时相信没人会永远和另一个人在一起
He doesn’t have anything else in his life but loving me 若不爱我 他的生命就没有意义
所以总不断讨爱接受另一半缺陷的虐待
I think this kind of feeling is the true love 我猜这种感觉才是真爱
父亲的严厉管教是因为爱你
We can’t dare to leave each other 这种不能离开彼此的感觉
他的宠溺控制也出于爱你
파괴적인사랑은사랑이아니라널산채로파먹는악마다 破坏性的爱不真的是爱，是把你生吞活剥的魔鬼
如果这次逃走你大可试试看
나는 널 돕겠다고 했지만 我说我会帮忙
未来再不再有这么爱你的人出现
입에서만 맴도는 말이었고 但只是动动嘴而已
连你自己也不会
난너에게서등을돌려 转身背向你
你还有什么好抱怨
파괴적인사랑은사랑이아니라널산채로파먹는악마다 破坏性的爱不真的是爱，是把你生吞活剥的魔鬼
比起其他人的身体我的轻贱
너는 날 돕겠다고 했지만 你说你会帮忙
比起其他人的感情我的低廉
입에서만 맴도는 말이었고 但只是动动嘴而已
比起其他人的生命我的弃之可惜
넌내게서등을돌렸네 转身背向我
hook
Destructive love is not love It’s a demon who eats you alive
I say I tryna help
but only run my mouth
I turn my back on you
Destructive love is not love It’s a demon who eats you alive
you say you tryna help
but only run your mouth
You turn your back on me
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