I'm trapped and I'm burning
My stomach turning
After everything I been through going through it never learning
I'm still searching
For happiness I'll never get
I won't forget
That I said that I'd protect you until another day I see my death damn
Having lack of conversation
My inspiration
Obliterated
I haven't made it
Anticipated
And I'm faded
Faded eliminated
The people that discriminated
Me for myself and I swear I be so irritated
Maybe I'm focused of being being hopeless
I'm overdosing and dozing look at the walls and they're closing
I'm falling and barely holding on
Never made it to college don't have the knowledge
Prolly work a 9 to 5 for the rest of my life just being honest
Really didn't wanna live
Thinking bout my life and all the stupid stuff I did
They told me keep on going it gets better you can never quit
But you would never understand my life unless you living it
Blacking out on alcohol
Got a lot of feelings but always gotta mask em all
Know you up in heaven but I really with that I could call
Give me 5 more minutes
Can't even finish my sentence
Imma keep on going till I can tell you I really did it
And know you waiting for me
I know I got a lot of people that been hating on me
I hope that you be praying for me
But until another day I just wanna say that I miss you homie
I'm trapped and I'm burning
My stomach turning
After everything I been through going through it never learning
I'm still searching
For happiness I'll never get
I won't forget
That I said that I'd protect you until another day I see my death damn
Having lack of conversation
My inspiration
Obliterated
I haven't made it
Anticipated
And I'm faded
Faded eliminated
The people that discriminated
Me for myself and I swear I be so irritated
I'm trapped and I'm burning
My stomach turning
After everything I been through going through it never learning
I'm still searching
For happiness I'll never get
I won't forget
That I said that I'd protect you until another day I see my death damn
If We Fight Pt. 2 (Prod. Frostmash)