nevermore (one take)

I'm the light on your shed
我是你屋里的光
Shining through your bedroom window
透过了你卧室的窗户
Keeping you awake
为了让你保持清醒
I'm the thoughts in your head
我是你脑海中的思绪
I'm every word you never said
我是你从未说出口的每一个字
Keeping you awake
为了让你清楚地记得
Remember me with a smile on my face
记住我那张还有笑容的脸吧
So when I'm gone you can know I'm in a better place
这样当我离开的时候，你就能明白我在一个最温暖的地方
I'm not so sure
我总是怀疑
About anything anymore
对所有事物
I guess I got what I asked for
我想我再无所求了
I've been so sore
我总是很痛
From always sleeping on the floor
因为一直睡在地板上
I don't wanna do this anymore
我不想再这样了
I don't wanna do this anymore
我再也不想这样了
No, I don't wanna do this anymore
我真的不想这样了
What's the point of waking up?
醒来的意义到底是什么
Why can't I give a ****?
我试着不去在乎它
How can I see the bright side
当窗帘都被紧紧拉上时
With the blinds closed and I'm stuck?
我该如何见到光明
They say I'll get it when I'm older
他们总说，当我长大时就会明白这一切的道理
I'm getting close and no closure
而我也渐渐地明白了
Now I'm feeling like it's over
这一切都快要过去了
We don't even have to go there
我们就不必再深究了
Like damn
看看吧
Look at my life
看看我的生活
Tell me why I can't do anything right
请告诉我为什么我总是事事无成
Don't wanna complain so I keep it inside
不想再抱怨这些，所以我心里办事
Losing my mind, wide awake every night
但却迷失了自己，每晚都无法入睡
Remember the days at that old cul-de-sac
仍然记得在那条死胡同里玩耍的日子
Feel like that shit was a dream looking back
现在回想起来，就如同是梦一场
Now I can't help that I live in the past where nothing will last
我却已经无法自拔，陷入在了虚无缥缈的过去里
I'm not so sure
我总是怀疑
About anything anymore
对所有事物
I guess I got what I asked for
我想我再无所求了
I've been so sore
我总是很疼痛
From always sleeping on the floor
因为一直睡在地板上
I don't wanna do this anymore
我不想再这样了
No, I don't wanna do this anymore
我再也不想这样了
No, I don't wanna do this anymore
我再也不想继续了
No, I don't wanna do this anymore
我再也不想这样了
No, I don't wanna do this anymore
我再也不想继续了
No, I don't wanna do this anymore
我真的不想这样了