Cursed Diamond

I lose myself,
I forget myself
Sometimes
I fault myself
Yes, I might fight myself
But then I make amends
I freeze myself, rain on myself
Ok, so I stone myself
And I might even find myself
But then again, what happens if
I do?So unzip my pride
Baby, open me up wide now
So I can show this to you
I wanna shine for you
Babe I wanna sparkle too
I tell you're just like a diamond cursed
Well you know it don't get no worse
Well you know that
I'll save your time
Your trouble now is mine
Hold me baby, hold me girl
And I will laugh with you
Laugh with you if you want me to
Roll me in your splendor
I'll envy your surrender
And show, show you victory
Well I hate myself, doesn't everybody hate themselves?
So what? I scare myself
It's alright 'cause
I tell myself
I tell myself that it's forever all in my mind
So I let the poison go'
Cause spare me
I always know
It will be there for me
I wanna shine for you
Babe I wanna sparkle too
I tell you're just like a diamond cursed
Well you know it don't get no worse
Well you know that
I'll save your time
Your trouble now is mine
Hold me baby, hold me girl
And I will laugh with you
Laugh with you if you want me to
Roll me in your splendor
I'll envy your surrender
And show,
I'll show you victory, tease me baby
I wanna shine for you
Babe I wanna sparkle too
I tell your just like a diamond cursed
Well you know it don't get no worse
Well you know that
I'll save your time
Your trouble now is mine
Hold me baby, hold me girl
And I will laugh with you
I will laugh with you only if you want me to
Roll me in your splendor
I'll envy your surrender
And show, show you victory