nature

F!ck me, I'm a tidal wave 'bout to make the city fall down
少来管我，我是将要颠覆这座城市的浪潮
I'm clean 'til I'm pretty wasted
我酩酊大醉之时，也是我身心涤荡之日
'Cause you're getting wasted
只因此时你也正纵酒贪杯
'Cause you're like that now
此时此刻，你也很喜欢这种感觉吧
I'm not sure anymore
我再也不敢确定了
If I can make you turn around, open doors
我是不是还能使你回心转意，打开心房
'Cause I don't like me when I'm acting out
因为我也不喜欢惺惺作态的自己
Living like a civil war
像生活在内战中一样

我只欲求我所能得到的，而我无法克制自己
But I want what I can, I can't help myself
我太过情深，在爱情中是个自私鬼
I'm selfish, in love, I love you too much
我把一切都搞砸了
I'm f!cking this up
奈何我无法克制
But I can't hold it in
我猜这可能就是我的本性吧

譬如我想确定你是不是又一次恨上了我
It's just my nature, I guess
我也不会再修补这份破碎的感情，或报以虚情假意
Like I wanna make sure that you hate me again
当我受本性驱使
And I'm not gonna fix it or pretend
是啊，这就是我本性使然

（是啊，这就是我本性使然）
When it's just my nature
（是啊，这就是我的……）
Yeah, it's just my nature
就像一场斜风细雨
(Yeah, it's just my nature)
或许我该好好整理思绪
(Yeah, it's just my)
只为了追求刺激找点乐子

我吃药是为了看看它这次还有没有效
Sideways, like a sheet of rain
我再也不敢确定了
Maybe I should straighten my mind
我是不是还能伪装成自己塑造的样子
Do things for the thrill of it
生活乌七八糟，我依然郁郁寡欢
Take a pill of it just to see if it works this time
我恨你把我变成现在这个样子
I'm not sure anymore
我猜现在这个样子就是我的本性把
If I can keep holding up what I forged up about me
是啊，我猜这就是我的本性
Train wreck, I still got it bad
是啊，这就是我本性
Hating that you made me like that
是啊，这就是我本性

是啊，这就是我本性
It's just my nature, I guess
Yeah, It's just my nature, I guess
Yeah, It's just my nature
Yeah, It's just my nature
Yeah, it's just my nature