heartbreak.

I've changed
我早已改变
Since you left
自你转身离开以后
Rolling back my eyes, I said I'm done with love
眼皮是如此沉重难以睁开，我也总是将“再也不相信爱情”挂在嘴边
Heartbreak
心已支离破碎
In the worst way
赋上最重的罪
Getting stoned cause it's better than the meds
因为过于害怕会迎来崩溃，所以对感情变得愈发麻木
All alone in the dark
我在黑暗中孑然一身
Sunlight get the **** out of my sight
为了让视线所及之处再无光芒
Curtains shut
我紧紧闭上心帘
It shines so bright it hurts my eyes
只因那日光过于灿烂刺眼
Tears falling with the rain
眼泪随大雨倾盆
That's just cause I'm breaking down
只因自我正在分崩离析
I'm so ****ing done with love
我受够了这™所谓的爱情
I'm so ****ing done with love
我受够了这™所谓的爱情
Listen, that's just how it goes
仔细听好，这就是故事的结局
We live together, but we all die alone
我们彼此依存，却至死都孤独一人
Loving you is pointless
喜欢你似乎没有任何意义
Cause it's hurting and it breaks me down
这份感情让我如此煎熬，饱受折磨
But lately I've been missing your touch
但那之后我却如此想念你的触感
Baby I need you to hold me tight
亲爱的我只需要你拥我入怀
Just for tonight
就在此时此夜
You still have my heart
你仍是我心之所向
And I've been wanting it back
我也依旧想取回我心
Yet still I come back to you
但在那之后我仍会回到你身边
This cycle
陷入这种死循环
This cycle
这种死循环
Repeats in my mind
在我脑海中独自反复
Over and over again
一次一次又一次
The liquor flows through my veins
酒精淌过肌肤下的血管，恍惚充盈着脑海
Kinda like it yeah I like it
这种感觉似乎也不错，也不错
Some thing doesn't feel right
我的思考似乎有些不对劲
Holding this bottle of medicine in my hand
手中紧紧握住的只是那瓶药水
I don't know if I should take it
我也不知道我是否该就此饮下它
But if I don't, I don't know if I can take it (f**k)
我更不知道，如果我不饮下它的话，我还能否支撑下去（干）
I feel like I'm
我感觉我就像
All alone in the dark
在黑暗中孤身一人
Sunlight get the **** out of my sight
为了让视线所及之处再无光芒
Curtains shut
我紧紧闭上心帘
It shines so bright it hurts my eyes
只因那日光过于灿烂刺眼
Tears falling with the rain
眼泪随大雨倾盆
There's just cause I'm breaking down
只因自我正在分崩离析
I'm so ****ing done with love
我受够了这™所谓的爱情
You still have my heart
但你仍是我心之所向
And I've been wanting it back
我也依旧想取回我心
Yet still I come back to you
但在那之后我仍会回到你身边
This cycle
陷入这种死循环
This cycle
这种死循环
Repeats in my mind
在我脑海中独自反复
Over and over again
一次一次又一次
The liquor flows through my veins
酒精淌过肌肤下的血管，恍惚充盈着脑海
Kinda like it yeah I like it
这种感觉似乎也不错，也不错
♪
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