yøu used tø be my little angel

Scars on my eyes crown full of thorns
眼中伤痕传来阵阵刺痛
Head in the skies when it rains only pours
我的思绪随着外面一场倾盆大雨飘散而去
Hearts in a casket gun in my basket
心如死灰 那把枪就躺在篮子里
I’m numb to the sun but i've been here before
阳光照得我麻木 我也曾在这里留下我的痕迹
And i dont chase dreams i run from nightmares
梦想终是缥缈之物 只想永远逃离我的梦魇
And i got many friends, and they don't fight fair
我也曾拥有很多朋友 但他们都待我不平
God bless the jackals as they sleep when my
上帝让这些人在每个夜晚都能安然入睡
Body lays numb give the wolves something to eat
让他们都能避免饥寒之扰
And i can feel it
我能感到救赎降临
Through the holes in the cracks in the ceiling
透过天花板裂缝上的洞来窥探夜空
I’m forgiven
仿佛我已被救赎
The small boy who grasped to his toy
回想起照片中那个抓着玩具的小男孩
While the world tore apart i was built to destroy
好像我才是那个将世界四分五裂的人
You're leaving, and i’m a demon
离开我吧 我只是一个恶魔
But my horns dont show
只是我从未在你面前露出端倪
And my eyes won't close
我将深陷在每个失眠的夜晚
And the noose won't hold
没有人能来伤害我
And my mind won't fold
我永远不会向他们屈服
I’ll be here till the end
我会一直等到这个世界的最后一刻
Till the skies dont glow
直到天空失去它的色彩
I carved a message in my hand saying “save me”
我曾向上帝祈求
I carved a message in my arm saying “help”
祈求有人能拯救我于水火
I been stuck inside my shell
我只是被困在了地狱里
I need patience i’m in hell
我的耐心从未离去
And all the angels gather round
所有的天使都会聚集在一起
And then they laugh just as i fell
他们都笑我停滞不前 笑我跌到不能再起
Tryna fill my heart falling closer to the edge
但这会让我不断靠近崩溃边缘 直至被迫作出了结
Reaching out to all these people who
试着向那些人寻求帮助
Said they were my friends
然后继续做着表面朋友
Oh god, they're not calling back
噢 他们还是不愿意回我
Lifelines going dim
我的生命宛如随狂风摇摆的烛火
Like my head
感觉头重脚轻
Like the rest
随时都会倒地长眠
Like my ******* beating chest oh
捶胸顿足 好让自己再苟延残喘
If i wanna die i should probably not own a pistol
我可能不必再用那把枪了
A piece for peace just ******* up all my mental
或许让自己和平的离开这个世界会更好一点
Never said that i was safe
我也不必再回到这个令我头疼的地方了
Never said that i was home
回家也不会给我带来任何安全感
I’m just sittin in my car on this hilltop alone
我只是一个人静静地待在车里
Hands shaking blowing camels up into the sky
双手颤抖 看向天空做深呼吸
You know i miss you while i’m cradling this .45
你知道我在举起枪的那一刻还有想到你
Hammer cocked back wondering if angels fly
想知道看见这一刻的天使们是否会视而不见
Hammer cocked back wondering if angels cry
想知道看见这一刻的天使们是否会流泪
**** it off that take me up into the sky
不管怎样 就让他们带领我走向极乐的彼方
Tears drying while i’m taking time to say goodbye
擦干我的泪水 平静地说出再见
Hold tight
握紧 扣下扳机
Keep going going going
让我稍作挽留
Don’t fly away
别走
You know you know know it
你知道的
I tried to stay
我有想过留在这个世界
They said i’d cycle backwards
他们只会说是我先疏远了他们
I feel the sway
没准他们是对的
Back and forth so **** it
但我已经不能回头
I’ll fly away
我的灵魂早已消散
Yo whats up man uh
嗨 你怎么样了伙计
I hope everything is good
我只希望一切都还好
I I was just calling
我 我只是想给你打个电话
'cause your mom said
因为你妈妈说
You never came home last night
你昨晚整夜不归
And uh...
还有 嗯...
Look i know its tough
听着 我知道这很难
I loved him too
我也爱他
We all loved him Very much
我们都是
You know that i
你知道的 我
I just hope you're okay
我希望你也能安好
Alright?
好吗？
I don't wanna lose you too
我也不想再失去你
Just uh
就这样
Just Give me a call when you get this message alright
麻烦收到留言后再打给我行吗
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