To Be Honest

I've been mixing medications again
How long 'til this episode ends?
Think I'm starting to scare my friends
Is this something that time won't mend? Yeah, yeah
I drink myself to sleep
Stay high so I can force myself to eat
All these painful memories repeating, repeating, repeat

To be honest I'm running out of time
There's nothing left to save me, my life's on the line
To be honest, it's getting hard to cope
I'm at the end of my rope, yeah

(Woah)
Here again
I think I can see the end
No, I can't even play pretend
The skin I'm in is paper thin
I lost to insecurity
I lost my grip on sanity
Wish I said what you meant to me
I close my eyes and pretend that she's you
I'm so sick in the head
Oh, I know that you knew
Misery loves company
They say they wanna be me
When I don't even wanna be me

To be honest I'm running out of time
There's nothing left to save me, my life's on the line
To be honest, it's getting hard to cope
I'm at the end of my rope

It never gets better, it only gets worse
Think I might head out so no one gets hurt
Burns in my sweater, holes in my shirt
Question my purpose, question my worth
It never gets better, it only gets worse
Think I might head out so no one gets hurt
Burns in my sweater, holes in my shirt
Question my purpose, I question my worth

To be honest I'm running out of time
There's nothing left to save me, my life's on the line
To be honest, it's getting hard to cope
I'm at the end of my rope

To be honest I'm running out of time
There's nothing left to save me, my life's on the line
To be honest, it's getting hard to cope
I'm at the end of my rope, yeah