Fourteen
Don't know why but you're on my mind
不明白为什么不能将你从脑海抹去
I've thought a lot but never cried
我想了很多,忍住没有哭
Doesn't mean I'm empty inside
这不意味着我内心很空虚
Or afraid of what I'd find
或者害怕我所发现的
将你锁在随时间流逝的记忆中
Keep you locked up in my house of time
唯一能让你永不灭亡
It's the only way you'll never die
因为很难让我每时每刻都相信你
Cause it's hard to believe you all the time
我努力让自己相信你永远在我身边
And I'm trying to believe you're on my side
我努力着,努力把一切变成正确的
And I'm trying to, trying to make it right
可是,太难了
But it's hard
不知道我是否入过你的眼
困在时间里的秘密
Not sure if I have your eyes
你曾经有没有爱过我
Secret that's been trapped in time
我不记得过去了
Did you ever love me at all
因为我很难每时每刻都相信你
Memories I don't recall
我试着相信你会永远陪在我身边
Cause it's hard to believe you all the time
我在尽力,尽力把一切变成我想要的
And I'm trying to believe you're on my side
可这是天方夜谭
And I'm trying to, trying to make it right
不要轻信甜言蜜语
But it's hard
因为现实总是很残酷
很难让你对你建立起信任
Don't believe a single word they say
可是我努力去相信你还爱我
For the truth is always gray
我努力着,想让一切向正确的方向发展
Cause it's hard to believe you all the time
但这太难了
And I'm trying to believe you're on my side
如同天方夜谭
And I'm trying to, trying to make it right
But it's hard
It's hard