From The Ground

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I can't see because I'm staring at a blank wall
一叶障目
I can't breathe because my f*cking thoughts are choking me now
在徘徊中窒息绝望
I can't grieve for the souls that are so lost
不能为那些堕落的可悲灵魂叹惋
I can't leave because my f*cking self is holding me down
也不能毁了这该死的一切永远地离开
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Imagine cold hands up to your throat
千夫所指，你已成为众矢之的
The thought alone makes you swallow your hope
孤独中苟延残喘，兀自绝望
And now it's harder to cope and I don't know where I'll go
梦想幻灭，何处苟活
These fallacies I don't believe, and fear that nobody knows
那些口是心非的伪君子，谁睹尽他们的嘴脸
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It's a red night, and I don't see any light
血夜彷徨，我没等到你们所谓的希望
And then a flat line, I'm f*cking ready to die!
心如死灰，该死，堕落不如消亡
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As I look up from the ground
我逡巡流浪在地狱边缘
I see darkness all around
徒见漆黑的一切
And I'm lost but can be found inside my mind
作茧自缚，迷失在心森深处
Goodbye
永别吧
As I look up from the ground
我向天堂仰望
I see darkness all around
你们口口声声的光明未现
And I'm lost but can be found inside my mind
寂寥在内心深处
Goodbye
我已绝望
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Look as we all fall apart
目睹着我们分崩离析
We all fall apart
分道扬镳
We all fall apart
当年不再
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Would you forgive me if I told you that I lied like you?
你会原谅我偿还你给我的谎言吗?
So full of hate, with the love to lose
爱在消逝，恨在蔓延
Would you deny it if I asked you just to tell the truth?
你会对我渴求得到的真相嗤之以鼻吗？
Cause in the end you gotta decide what side to choose
最终，你无情离开，物是人非。
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Imagine cold hands holding your heart
沉醉幻想的心
The thought alone can only tear you apart
怪我想了太多，撕裂了记忆
I know you wish it would end, it's sad it's only the start
多么希望这一切都已结束，可痛苦才刚刚开始
These memories they only mean my soul is empty and dark
过往教会我狠心成为饿狼不再做待宰羔羊。
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It's a red night, and I don't see any light
血色的夜，你还在祈祷光明吗？
And then a flat line, I'm f*cking ready to die!
黑夜落寞，再没什么做我陪葬
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As I look up from the ground
仰望星空
I see darkness all around
徒见阴沟般的深邃黑暗
And I'm lost but can be found inside my mind
如若错失方向，又将深陷何种绝境
Goodbye
再见吧
As I look up from the ground
叹息生命中的苟且
I see darkness all around
被义正辞严的谎言所困扰
And I'm lost but can be found inside my mind
迷失在圣人们所谓的真理中
Goodbye
我已洞悉一切

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夜晚从未有光芒闪现
It's a red night, and I don't see any light
堕落不如一走了之
And then a flat line, I'm f*cking ready to die!
又是个是非的夜，谁人看破对错
It's a red night, if it's wrong or it's right
我早已不在乎这一切，麻木
And if I don't fight it's like being buried alive
夜色血一般绽放
It's a red night, and I don't see any light
依旧沉寂，我已被麻木吞噬
And then a flat line, I'm f*cking ready to die!
血月当空，我自殒轻生
It's a red night, if it's wrong or it's right
无论怎样都已绝望
And if I don't fight it's like being buried alive
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若能看透一切，不必苦恼
Cause I, I wanna feel anything
若能坚持信仰，固执己见
And I know that we all think we can't be wrong
没错，我们总会撒手人寰
Soon we'll all be gone
没人知道生死几何
And I, I don't know what this means
如若先知先觉，会不会献身信仰
But if I knew anything, I'd know for sure
留取丹心。
We'll all be gone
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夜晚从未有光芒闪现
As I look up from the ground
放手一切
I see darkness all around
迷惘中继续前行
And I'm lost but can be found inside my mind
永别吧
Goodbye
看透你的谎言
As I look up from the ground
明了自己失望
I see darkness all around
不再迷失于回忆
And I'm lost but can be found inside my mind
就此诀别。
Goodbye
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